i am a ball of flesh
nothign more
nothing less
i have nothing in my heas that can be used for the greater of anybody around
i fail continuosly and make no progess
which is progress
i m too lazy to see that it is
i am lower to the one who is the best
i dont kniow why i set my expectations sor high
i dont know why it hurts
i dont understant pain
i dont understand how i shoudl do anything
i am the child you hear about
who is the troubled(troubling?) youth, i am the delinquent who had no chance
i am lost
i am nothingness and i have found nothing where there is happiness for others
i actively searh for pain whre there is none
i am a failure
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i am a failure
i am below
i am the uncivilized traash you hear about and laugh about
im the shit stain on your boot
im the accuser of the acts i do
and im the self fucking proclaimed judge of everthing i shouldnt be the judge of
where you have succeeeded i will fail forever
forever
the difference is dedication
'grit'
i am unmotivated
and lazt
lazy lazy lazy laxalt lazy laztuoiahvyhffyv
i am lazy
