I AM PATHETIC
In each sense of the word
I spread hate and sadness everywhere I roam
I AM STUPID
By every way it's said
I walk down the streets and they all sneer in distaste
THERE IS NOTHING
Here but empty and lies
I AM NOT BROKEN I AM AN ACTOR
I deserve the death I seek, but I am to cowardly and sentimental to grasp it
I HAVE BROUGHT RUINATION TO ALL THAT HAVE COME BY ME
With my lies, and negativity
I am one of the ones that even the outcasts shun-- I am nothing but a smouldering ball of self-hate
I HAVE DONE THIS ALL TO MYSELF
With nobody to blame
But myself
THERE IS NOTHING HERE
But emptiness and lies
I HAVE RUINED ALL
EVEN THOSE CLOSE
AND EVEN THOSE WHO HAVE ONCE FOUND SHELTER UNDER MY WINGS
I am the one who is HATED by all
And the one who DESERVES each shred of it
Wake.. from your sleep
The drying of your tears
Today we escape, we escape
Pack.. and get dressed
Before your father hears us
Before all hell breaks loose
Breathe, keep breathing
Don't lose your nerve
Breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone
Sing.. us a song
A song to keep us warm
There's such a chill, such a chill
You can laugh
A spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you
Now we are one in everlasting peace
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
We hope that you choke, that you choke
