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Why bother.
I've caused pain, hurt, sorrows...
I'm useless.
Everytime I try, I fall, I hurt more than help.
And it burns.
To see her burn, it burns me.
And there's no way to put out the fire.
I don't mean my inferno.
I only want to extinguish hers.
That's all.
My raging flames will burn on, forever.
But hers... I want to help.
I want to put them out. But she doesn't.
Trust is the magic word.
Trust I've broken.
Trust I've thrown away.
Trust I don't deserve...
But if I had it?
I could help.
Right now, I can't. I can never help. Anybody.
I'm a burden, I've failed so many times.
I can't live out my life dreams.
I can't make her happy.
And that's all that matters.
Happiness.
I wish I knew the feeling.
She ended the pain, hurt and frustration.
But now?
She's the main cause.
