Alive

Chapter 7:

(Em's POV)

Kendall was starting to annoy me. I can't believe he wanted to have sex in James' bedroom. That was really embarrassing. I looked behind me and saw James in the kitchen. He was staring blankly at the counter. I could tell he was upset about something. Carlos and Logan both sat on a bean bag. I got up and walked into the kitchen. I shut the blinds and grabbed James' arm. "What's wrong James?" I whispered so the guys couldn't hear me. "Nothing." He said, still staring off. I grabbed his wait and faced him towards me. "Come on, James. I know something's wrong. What is it?" I asked again, looking him straight in the eye. He looked like he was about to cry. "Oh my god! Please tell me what's wrong." I whispered, pulling him into a hug. He quietly started sobbing into my shoulder. "I wish I could tell you." He said, his eyes were filled with tears. "You can tell me anything. You know that, right? I want to be there for you, just like you were for me." I said in the sweetest voice I could. I've never seen him cry before. Something must really be bothering him. "I can't, em. I wouldn't do that to you." He said, trying to hold back tears. "Please, James! Whatever it is you can tell me." I pleaded. "I'm just really worried about you and I've never seen you so sad before and I just want to help make everything better and..." Before I could finish my sentence James kissed me. His lips were so soft. My put my hands on his hips and pushed him closer to me. "Oh my god!" Logan screamed as he walked into the kitchen. We shot apart. Thank god the kitchen blinds were closed, so Kendall couldn't see in. "What are you guys doing?" Logan screamed, but it was a whisper at the same time. "I, uh, umm..." I started. "This is all my fault!" James said. "Dude, if your gonna make out with a girl, don't have it be Kendall's girlfriend! What are you gonna do? You can't just keep this from him!" Logan screamed, obviously freaking out. "I, I, I don't know!" I said bursting into tears. "What's wrong?!" Kendall ran into the kitchen and hugged me. "Why is she crying? Is she hurt? Did something happen?" Kendall asked the guys, but they just stood there. "Her cousins dog died." James blurted out. I nodded and Kendall hugged me tighter. "Oh, it's gonna be okay babe." Kendall said as he stroked my hair. "James, do you mind if we crash here tonight? It's already like two in the morning and the motel is three hours away. Kendall asked. James nodded. "You can all stay here if you want." James added. "I have two queen beds and a couch." Everyone nodded. "Me and Em will share a bed." Kendall said, kissing my check. He picked me up and sat me on the countertop. Kendall spread my legs and pushed me towards him. I laughed and he kissed me on the lips. I started gliding my hands over his chest and he kissed me harder. Slowly, he took my shirt off and started to carry me out of the kitchen. Kendall winked at the guys and took me into James' bedroom. He shut the door, then laid me on the bed. My nights getting better already.