The Unspoken Truth

What a life

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Get up ... It's time to go to school ..,

The sun wasn't even shining and the shadow's of the people have to wake up and gave myself to reality . Many of you out there like school because you all have friend and and are popular . But for me , I'm the opposite . I wasn't participating in any event . I just sit at the back of the class wondering when will the endless day of my invisibility end . I wanted to be the shinning star , the lead in every drama , the person everyone want to be with . I wanted power . But in this reality, I was a nobody . I hated school . I always did and always will .

Thus is because , all the people in school are picking on me . It is like fire are actually burning threw me . The pain they crated upon me .

I am always asking myself . " is it my fault they are picking on me " . This question had been in my head for almost 3 years.

After almost 2 and a half years, it is graduation year. I thought that it will be the end of my life in school. But who knows , the story just began.

Before I start , let me introduce myself. I am Alec . My parents died in a car crash 5 years ago . The police said that the driver of the car that bang on my parents car is drunk during that time and will spend 29 years in prison . To me , that car crash not only took my parents life away,it took away my trust for the real world, the world I am living in right now. I feel like ending my life right now but I know I have to live to avenge my parents death.

Ok, let's get back to the part where I was in school .

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It was 13 September 2010 , I lived with my foster parents after the death of my true parents. All my worries were just starting . There was one particular guy in class that always try to make my life miserable . That guy's name is Jack . No one knows much about jack because , whoever that dates toy ask Jack about is past , they will definitely end up being hunted by the school since he is one of the most popular gang in school.

I can only release all my anger I fell In school at home. Once I reach home, I will just tear my room apart . Pull my hair till the pain inside disappears .

About 2 weeks after , Jack just came up to me and said .

"Get up you worthless piece of shit ! You don't even deserve to be here after what you did to my family!"

I said " what do you mean ? What do you mean by what I did to your family?"

Jack said " don't you remember what happen 5 years ago !"

RING ..RING..

The school bell rang before Jack could answer my question . I made the decision to ask jack to meet me at an abandoned house near our school at 9 p.m. tonight to get things straight. He said that he'll be there to settle all the unforgettable things I had done to

his family.

At 9 pm that night, he came just on time . The night was cold and it was like my parents were here watching me. That moment made me think back of the time I had a dream about my parents asking me to avenge their death. They also said that I will have the chance to reunite with them one day.

After thinking of that dream , I ask jack what is the meaning of the words he said in school earlier . Jack laughed and laughed and laughed .

Then he quiet down and said." Do you remember what happen 5 years ago? Who you put in prison for 29 years?

I stop and think for awhile and then said, " are you the son of the man who killed my parents?"

Jack laughed again and said ," you destroyed my family ! After my father was put to prison , my mother did everything she could to save my father . She went to beg the officer there to help us but instead, he raped my mother . He tore my mother's shirt out and kissed her all over. My mother begged him to stop but he just keep on going and going. After he was done ,he told my mother not to tell anyone or he will make my father's life in prison a living hell.My mother had no choice but to do as he says! Not long after that incident , my mother hanged herself after she found out that my dad was beaten and tortured to death !"

After hearing the story told by Jack, I just lost my temper and yelled ." You said you suffer a lot but you don't even know how much I suffer ! I was abused when I was with my first foster parents . Back then , I was 9 years old . Not only that, after the Children Protection Agency found out , they sent me to an orphan until they can find me another foster parents. In the orphan house , I was feed with two slices of bread and a glass of water a day ! You don't even know what I've been through these years. I have to cry to sleep every day .

Jack shouted out before I could finish my sentence. " your parents should die for what they did to my family ! " that moment made me furious . I just felt like I'm a new person, a stronger person , a braver person and all I can think of now is that Jack should pay the price for what he said to my parents . I picked up a steel pole and slam it on Jack's face . He just drop to the ground like a weakling . He was terribly injured as I can see his head bleeding and bleeding . I know that I should stop it and bring him to a hospital but I couldn't stop . It made me feel like I was in charge . And the first time of my life , I felt good about myself. In my heart , I tried to stop but the darkness has blinded my eyes .

I just stabbed him all over with a piece of broken glass I found on the ground . I stabbed his eye and ripped open his heart with my bear hands. I felt like his life is now in my hands and it is time to end it slowly , painfully for all the things he did to me for the past few years and the things he said about my parents.

After tearing his skin open , I licked the blood on my hand . It tasted so sweet I just wanted more . So, I continued stabbing him and stabbing him . All I can hear is him, begging me to stop but I continued until his last breath .

After ending his life , I stood up and looked at what I've done . Most people think that killing someone this way is cold hearted. But for me , I think it is just beautiful . I can see all his flesh and blood pouring out . His eye on the floor and his body all full of wounds . I laughed and laughed.

In the morning around 6 am, I went to my parents' grave . I lay there and told my patents all that happened. "I took the life of your murderer's only love one." And now ,he will suffer the same way I suffer , knowing the feeling of loosing your loved ones forever .

I just lay there and said that ' This is a Wonderful Life ' never going to regret what I did , just wait for the time I will be reunited with my parents .

Until today , I'm still waiting but I sometime I think if the thing I did on Jack is right or not. Maybe this is God's punishment on me or maybe it is a blessing that I became what I am now . And since then , I know that my adventure hade only began .

.....The End......