So... [H.S FANFICTION]

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*NEW MESSAGE TO: Harry StyleS*

Me 1.42am: How long ago did your mom leave?

Me 1.44am: Holy shit I am rude as hell in so sorry ignore that please

Harry StyleS 1.44am: Hi Anastasia

Harry StyleS 1.44am: Night thoughts?

Me 1.44am: I guess so, I'm sorry.

Harry StyleS 1.45am: It's okay, I did ask you about Ryan before

Me 1.45am: U did.

Me 1.45am: So...

Harry StyleS 1.46am: Seven years ago

Me 1.46am: A while ago then

Harry StyleS 1.47am: Father and her had a big fight, probably their biggest one and it was about so many different things that mom took her car keys and left the house because it was too much. She was that type of person that didn't like to get herself into shit, but she still was so strong putting up with my father and his shitty things. So that's what she did, she left and never came back.

Harry StyleS 1.47am: Her car accident didn't happen then though, but two days later when she was returning home from sleeping at her sisters place in Richmond.

Harry StyleS 1.48am: Shit happens to everyone, for some worse than others I guess

Me 1.48am: Yeah..

Me 1.48am: I wish I never asked you because now I don't know what to say

Me 1.48am: I feel like "i'm sorry" isn't right anymore

Me 1.48am: Do you wanna talk more about her or..?

Harry StyleS 1.49am: No

Harry StyleS 1.49am: How is Swansboro?

Me 1.50am: You aren't mad at me are you?

Harry StyleS 1.50am: No?

Me 1.50am: It just feels like I shouldn't ask that question but I really wanted to know more about you

Harry StyleS 1.50am: I mean, if you just stop nagging about it we'll be fine

Me 1.51am: I'm not nagging? I'm trying to make sure you're okay

Harry StyleS 1.51am: What makes you think I'm not?

Me 1.51am: Because we talked about your mom

Harry StyleS 1.52am: And I didn't start to cry about it, but instead answered your question

Me 1.52am: But still?

Harry StyleS 1.52am: ..What? Still what?

Me 1.53am: Are you okay??

Harry StyleS 1.53am: Anastasia

Harry StyleS 1.53am: I am aware my mother died seven years ago, but as said it happened seven years ago and I can't do anything about it but try not to give a shit because it won't change.