Daddy In Training (NovaHD)

CH.7-Explanations & Decisions.

"Hello?" Aleks asked confused but the unknown number flashing on his phone. "Hello, this is Aleks right?" Seamus asked, keeping it cool for now. "Uh, yah... Who's this and how did you get my number?" The Russian asked in an uncertain tone. "I'm Seamus, you may of heard of me but if you can't remember i'm James' caregiver and best friend." The Irishman said as he clenched his fist. "You remember James, right? He's the one you chatted up, lied to and then broke his heart!" He said, voice rising a bit. "Uhh... i, uh... I can explain?" Aleks said as he shifted. "Oh! You can explain, of course you can." Seamus said as he rolled his eyes. "That what every scum bag says, "Oh i can explain!". Yes please explain why you hurt someone you knew was already really sensitive." He snarled out. "I didn't mean to hurt him!" The younger yelped out. "Oh, really? What the fuck did you think was going to happen when you, i don't know, just stop talking to him?!?" The elder yelled slightly. "I don't know! I just didn't know what to say!" Aleks yelled back.

"Saying "i'm going to be gone for a bit, can't talk", never crossed your mind?" Seamus asked angrily. "I just couldn't..." The Russian trailed off. "Yah, couldn't pull your own head out of your ass to think of someone else for once." The Irishman said bitterly. "It may be fine to disappear on others but it's not for James, you know why?" Seamus asked as he crossed his arms. "Why?" Aleks asked shyly. "Because the last person who promised to be his daddy before you took off." The blond said, calming down a bit. "Granted he had the nerves to tell him why but still, ever since he's been afraid of people leaving him. He thinks he's why they leave." He added sadly. Aleks didn't say anything, just sat there shocked. "He falls in love so fast, the poor thing. He just wants to be loved back, to be cared for. I can only do so much for him." Seamus continued on. "I love him... but it's not the same, i sometimes wish i could love him like he needs." He sighed out. "When he told me about you i had doubts and so far you've lived up to them but he had sweared you were different. He was so happy, over the moon." He said gritting his teeth again. "And then you do what? Sext him and then take off? He thought he upset you, grossed you out!" The elder yelled.

"He didn't gross me out!" Aleks yelled back suddenly. "It was just a lot.." He added softly. "A lot? Aleks you can handle things better than James can, especially when he's in his little space." Seamus said angrily. "If you wanna be apart of his life you have to learn that just because he looks like an adult when he's in his space he's a child, he need that finesse." He explained. "Things hit twice a hard for him." He finished with. "I know.." The Russian said softly. "Do you? You say you know but are you really trying? James isn't a play toy, he may look like a cute doll at times but he's a real person with feelings." The Irishman said with a frown. Aleks bit his lip and looked at the floor. "I know you wanted to learn about this whole new subculture but James is real, he has real feeling and a lot of them. He doesn't see this as some fleeting thing, he's hoping for a daddy at the end of this." Seamus said with a sigh. "But he sai-" Aleks went to say but got cut off. "I know what he said but the thing is he can't really keep to that, like i said he gets attached fast and he's attached to you..." The blond said as he rubbed his neck.

"He'd even take you back after all this, you say sorry and he'd go right back to how it was..." He added. "I hurts a bit.. To watch someone who just wants to be happy to be love fall down but bounce right back because of hope." Seamus said as he looked at the floor. "But James is an adult and i'm only a makeshift caretaker... so i have no say in what he does.." He said softly. "You care about him a lot, huh?" Aleks asked softly. "More than i can say in words..." The blond sighed out. "He's like a little brother, i wanna keep him safe and after Eddie took off... i never want to see him like that and this last week was a glimpse at it." He added softly. "This Eddie did a number on him, huh?" The Russian asked as he bit his lip. "Yah, James thought they were going to get married... then Eddie's father passed and he had to go take care of his mom. At first James thought all of them were moving down together but Eddie said he couldn't care for James, have a job and help his mom out all at once so they broke up." The blond explained.

"Oh... wow." Aleks said softly. "Yah, Eddie swore it wasn't James' fault, that he deserved a Daddy who could be there for him when ever. He didn't feel right knowing he would be very busy and James needs lots of attention." Seamus said with a frown. "You know that, I've seen the millions of texts." He added. "Yah... i do." The Russian said with a nod. "Yah, well James thought it was his fault, that he was too needy. He beat himself up, called himself awful names, refused to eat and...." The blond said getting caught on his words. "He hurt himself, clawed at his skin saying he was dirty. I wouldn't let him have nails for awhile, kept them cut and filed." He finished. "Fuck.." Aleks cursed to himself. "You see why i'm protective over him... why i'm calling?" Seamus asked as he stood tall again. "You need to decide, do you really want to be apart of James' life and if you do then how, as a daddy or a friend." He said firmly. "You need to figure that out then step up your effort. I'll help but you have to be committed." He added.

Aleks bit at his lip as he thought, it was a lot to ask but he knew Seamus was doing it for James' good. "I'll let you think it all over but if i don't hear from you in a few days i'll assume you don't want any of this and i'll carefully break it to James.." Seamus said with a frown. "Don't put this off, Aleks, and think about what all of this will mean and what will happen if you say yes. Bye." He said before hanging up, leaving the other to think on his own. He sighed as he rubbed his face hopping all would work out. He froze then when a voice sounded from behind him. "S-Sea?"

*A/N*

Ey, i hope you enjoyed this chapter! 

Now you know the past behind poor bby James. Now to see what his future will be and whats gonna happen next between sea and James~~ 

Also sorry for the shitty uploads i just cant be bothered to think of words some days its like too much energy but i felt good today well this happened~ 

See you in the next chapter~~

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