Daddy In Training (NovaHD)

CH.5-The Heartbreak.

*Feels warning*

*In the chat room*

Jamie_Baby: Morning Daddy!

Jamie_Baby: Daddy?

Jamie_Baby: You must still be sleeping, wake up silly!

Jamie_Baby: Daddy?

Jamie_Baby: Daddy, I know what time it is there, you should be up by now. :(

Jamie_Baby: Are you not talking to me?

Jamie_Baby: You're busy aren't you? I'm sorry for being so needy.

Jamie_Baby: Please say something, it's been a whole day.

Jamie_Baby: Night, daddy... Hope you can talk tomorrow. :(

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Jamie_Baby: Morning, daddy.

Jamie_Baby: Still busy?

Jamie_Baby: I don't think you're busy.....

Jamie_Baby: you're ignoring me aren't you?

Jamie_Baby: Daddy, i don't know what i did but i'm sorry.

Jamie_Baby: Please, Daddy.... i didn't mean too

Jamie_Baby: I'll be extra good, i promise

Jamie_Baby: Daddy

Jamie_Baby: Daddy

Jamie_Baby: I'm sorry

Jamie_Baby: Really sorry

Jamie_Baby: Please

Jamie_Baby: i'm swrry

Jamie_Baby: please do nt be mad st me

Jamie_Baby: i wll be goof i peomis

Jamie_Baby: i'll srop bothwring yu........

James threw his phone to the side and curled up with his monkey stuffy, sniffling as he hid his face. "What did i do?" He sobbed into his stuffy. "I was such a good boy..." He whimpered, thinking back to when they last talked. "Oh god..." The little said softly as he realized what probably happened. "He... H-he used me...." He murmured before more tears fell. "He never wanted to be my daddy! He only wanted sex! I'm so stupid." He sobbed as he reached up to pull at his hair. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." James cursed as rocked back and forth, voice quickly filling his head. "Stupid." "Worthless." "Unloveable." "Gross." "Disgusting." All these and more filled the littles head as he cried, breath uneven. "Shut up, shut up." He whimpered. "Please."

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Seamus knocked loudly on James front door, worried about the other. It had been a few days since he had heard from the little which isn't abnormal but since he had messaged the other about something and hadn't heard back, he was worried. "James? James open up." The blond ordered as he pounded on the door. He let out a frustrated sigh when no one answered. Thankfully he knew where the other kept his spare key, grabbing it quickly before he was finally in. "James?" Seamus called out as he walked through the oddly quiet home. "Princess?" He called, stopping as he heard whimpers and soft talking. He listened before quickly rushing into the bedroom, gasping as he saw the other. James was curled up in the corner, rocking back and forth with his eyes shut and hands over his ears, muttering incoherent things. The blond quickly ran over to the other and crouched in front of him. "James?" He asked softly to no response. "James." He then said a bit louder, still nothing. Seamus decided to reach out and touch him lightly on the shoulder. James instantly jumped and cowered to the wall more, eyes wide as he looked up at Seamus. "S-Sea?" He asked in a hoarse voice. "Yah, it's me, James." The other responded softly. "R-really? I-Is it r-really you?" The little asked carefully. "Yah, hun. Its really me." Seamus said with a nod.

"Oh, Sea!" James sobbed as he lunged at him, instantly latching on. "Shh, it's ok." The elder said as he held him close. "N-No.... I-It's n-not." The darknet sobbed out, shaking violently. "What's the problem, princess?" Seamus asked as he rocked James gently. "A-aleks... He... H-e s-stopped t-alking t-to me." James croaked out as he hid his face. "Why?" The other ask, rage boiling in his veins. "I-I th-ink h-he u-used me... w-we had t-texted d-dirty th-ings and n-now h-he's g-gone!" The little managed to get out before dissolving into tears again. "Oh, James." Sea sighed out as he held him tighter. "I told you to be careful." He said softly. "I-I kn-ow... i'm a i-idoit." James said miserably. "You're not an idiot, he's and idiot and a jack ass." The elder said as he pet James' head. "I'm sorry, princess. I thought maybe you had the one." He added as he tried to soothe the upset other. James just continued to sob, saying things that weren't true about himself until he wore himself out. He slumped into Seamus, breathing heavily as he shook.

"Come on, let's get you in bed." The blond said as he stood, picking James up with him. "O-ok..." James said as he clung to Seamus, his face pressing into his neck. "L-lay with me?" He asked pitifully. "Of course princess, I'm not going anywhere." Seamus said as he got on the bed, laying back with James on his chest. "Now sleep." He said before he started to sing a lullaby. The little listened to him sing and the sound of his heart beat, soon lulled into a much needed sleep. The elder stayed up as James slept, making sure he slept for a long while.

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Seamus groaned as he felt something pull at his shirt. "What?" He asked as he slowly opened his eyes, only just realizing he had drifted off. "Sea, i'm hungry." James whined with a pout, sniffling slightly. "Aw princess, i'm sorry." The blond said as he sat up yawning. "I didn't mean to fall asleep." He said as he moved off the bed. "You stay here and i'll be back." He said before starting to leave. "No!" The little yelped as he got up quickly, latching onto Sea. "Don't leave me." He pleaded as he looked up at him. "I'm just going to the kitchen." Seamus said as he rubbed James' back. "You're just saying that... once down there you'll take off and leave me all alone like daddy did." James said, eyes starting to water. "Y-you'll take off just like everyone i ever cared about." He added, tears falling down his cheeks. "Last daddy just took off and so did the one before and now you will, i'll be all on my own!" He sobbed. "Princess, calm down. I'm not going anywhere." The elder said as he picked up James, starting to rock him gently. "I told you when Eddie left i wouldn't leave you." He said as he wiped his face. "I'm certainly not going anywhere but to Aleks' house to kick his ass." The blond said with a firmly. James just nodded and rested his head on the other's shoulder. "Let's go make some food." Seamus said softly as he took off downstairs with the other, knowing it was going to be a rough next few days. 

*A/N*

Look who updated! Im sorry for my long pause but some stuff came up irl and i just couldnt write. Things are getting better, they are still not back to how they should but im working on it. 

Also i'm sorry not sorry for the feels in this chapter but we needed something like this and i started it while i was feeling sad sooo i stuck with it. I'm also sorry this is shortish but i wanted to get this out and with all the time skips i just had to end it here. 

I hoped you liked and ill see you in the next chapter, bye~~~ <3