Give In (R-13)

Ika-Labing Isa

Angeluna

Months had passed at mas lalong nadefine ang paglaki ng tiyan ko, unti unti ko na ring nararamdaman ang munting paggalaw ni Baby Xymon sa loob ng sinapupunan ko. It was amazing how i feel it because it sometimes tickles and hurts at the same time. Its been months too the last time i saw him, nang mag-four months ang tiyan ko ay pinadala ako ni Papa dito sa Japan sa kapatid niyang Ob-Gyne para daw mas matutukan ang pagbubuntis ko. Even now ay hindi ko parin nasasabi sa pamilya ko kung sino ang ama ng dinadala ko, i don't have the guts to tell them, tama yung disappointment na nadala ko sa kanila.

"Luna, its time to eat" dumungaw ang pinsan kong babae, si Mei, tumango ako at sumunod sa kanya sa baba. I'm living with here and Auntie Sally her mother. They are both half japanese.

After we ate i went outside the house to walk, my tummy is heavier than last month, Auntie told me that its just normal for a pregnant woman, i am 7 and half months now, hindi ko pina-ultra-sound ang tiyan ko so it will be a surprise even just for me.

"Ohayu Angel-san, your tummy is growing fast" bati ng nakasalubong kong kapitbahay namin.

"Hai, its heavy too" sagot ko at naglakad na ulit hanggang sa marating ko ang park, umupo ako sa swing habang pinanunuod ang mga batang naglalaro sa harap ko. Makalipas ang ilang minuto ay nagtakbuhan na ang mga bata patungo sa mga magulang nila at humalik pa sa pisngi ang iba habang karga sila ng mga ina nila.

I wonder kapag kaya lumabas na ang baby ko magiging ganito din ba siya? Would she or he make me feel wonderful each time na hahalikan niya ako sa pisngi o labi, pag sinasabihan niya ako ng 'i love you'. Ang daming idea ang pumapasok sa isip ko habang pinapanuod ang mga batang maglaro muli and soon ang anak ko na rin mismo ang panunuorin kong maglaro.

"I never thought that i would see you here" naputol ang mga iniisip ko habang pinagmamasdan ang mga bata ng may magsalita sa kaliwa ko, kaya nilingon ko ito.

"C-Cross? H-how? I-i thought you're already d-dead?" Mautal utal kong tanong kay Cross habang siya naman ay kalmadong lumapit at umupo sa tabing duyan.

"Silly Angel, i'm not my brother, hr is surely burning in hell right now" sabi niya kaya medyo nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang makita ko rin ang pilat niya sa tenga" its -"

I cut him "-Cloud, sorry about a while ago" hingi ko ng paumanhin.

" its fine, i kinda used of it" sabi niya at tumingin sa tiyan ko " ilang buwan na iyang dinadala mo?" He diverts the topic.

"Seven and a half months" sagot ko at natahimik kaming dalawa na umabot siguro ng dalawampung minuto ng sa wakas ay nagka-lakas ako ng loob na magsalita.

"Sorry" i said in a soft voice but enough for him to hear.

"For what Angel?" He asked even though i know he knows what i mean.

Umiling na lang ako at hinimas na lang ang tiyan ko. I feel guilty about the death of Cross, he was my bestfriend before he became my lover, well actually silang dalawa ni Cloud ang boy bestfriend ko. They are twin, identical to be specific pero napakalaki ng pagkakaiba nila. Kung sa pisikal mo sila pagtatambalin ay halos walang pinagkaiba, but their attitudes were opposite to each other.

"Alam mo Angel, i felt happy when Cross died" huminga siya ng malalim at tumingin sa akin" because finally ican have the girl that i want to live with till i lose my life." Too much emotion were plastered in his eyes " pero as i look at you now, napatunayan kong siya parin pala ang lamang kahit wala na siya, he marked you already as his property"and a tear escaped his eyes that made my heart in pain.

"C-cloud, no" sabi ko habang umiiling " we never done that thing, and if your thinking that my baby's father is yiur twin. Well hes not" i said na nagpalaki ng mga mata niyang may pagkasingkit.

"Its Veirmounts child" i finally tell my secret to someone.

"SI CREED!!!!" He shouted in disbelief as i nod my head "i-i can't b-believe it" i muttered in a low voice.

"Please Cloud, please never tell anyone about the father of my baby, i beg you" i plead to him.

"B-but w-why? I mean for what reason? You'll let that child suffer?" Sabi niya at niyugyog niya ang balikat ko ngunit tanging iling lang ang naisagot ko sa kanya. "I won't let that child grew up without a father, if i can't have you, then iwill just protect the both of you" at dahan-dahan ay niyakap niya ako kaya napaiyak ako sa dibdib niya,somehow i felt relieve that i told my secret to someone, i just wish that it a right decission.

CUT

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