Give In (R-13)

Ikatlo

Stephen

I don't know but i think i'm close in getting crazy, it frustrates me that i seek for my angel's touch and moans, i know that it only happened once but darn i can't get enough that night.

I feel so hepless when i read her last words written in a piece of tissue saying sorry, the word seems to be overuse that it sounds meaningless to me.

I look at the door when i heard a knock from it and it opened, revealing my dick-head bestfriend.

"Jerk off dude!" He said when he reaches me and gave me lite punch in the face that made me give him a deadlious glare "Its not the end of your world, shes just like the random ladies you bedded" yeah bedded, but why does it sound wrong? Why do i feel that i didn't bedded her? That i made love with her is the thing i know, but why?

"I don't know" is the only thing i said before leaning on my swivel chair.

"Dude, ang weak mo naman" he said as he tossed the chips he got inside my ref in the office "Whats the use of money if you can't even use it to an important thing" he said munching.

I shot him a confuse look and he chuckle at it "Dude!! Ipahanap mo!! Easy pisy!" Tanga mo talaga Stephen bakit ngayon mo lang naisip na mayaman ka nga pala and take not isa sa mga mayayaman sa Pilipinas.

"Dude, minsan pala may silbi rin yung utak mong kasi laki ng mani ng mga babaeng kinakama mo" at napahalakhak kami dahil sa sinabi ko.

Angeluna

I was here at my condo while havin' a cup of green tea when my phone suddenly ring and appeared that it was Seb so i answered it.

"Where are you ?" Him

"Condo, why?"

"Let's meet, i need to tell you something"

"About what?"

"About HIM" and he ended the call while i'm still absurbing what he just said.

"SH!T" curse under my breath and hurried out my unit to the nearest cafe shop the building.

"I'm at A.C. cafe" i said as he answered my call.

"I'll be there in a min" he said as i hear his car honk where ever he was.

"Don't rush to much, you might got into an accident"i said as i knock at the wooden table.

"I'm just two blocks away"

"Okay i'll wait you" as i ended the call, its the usual traffic routine in the road kaya hindi ako magtataka kung mayamaya pa siya makaka-parada sa harap ng cafe.

A memory of him flash at my mind, it was one month ago when it happened.

Flashback

As i open the door at the thought that the person behind it was Basty suddenly vanish as someone grab me and kiss me hard.

I probably should push this guy infront of me but damn my lustful desire is beginning to get alive as this guy ravish my lips until i gain conciousness when he squeezed my breats that made me feel like i was drawn in a cool bathtub, so i push him.

"Y-you?!" I shouted at him with disbelief.

"Sorry Angel, i just missed you so damned much that i can't control my feelings when you finally open the door" he explained.

"H-how?" I ask because nobody knows that i lived in this place "how did you find me Cross?" Cross was my ex-boyfriend, well  for me we were over but not for him.

"You know me Angel, i can do everything just to find you" he said as he step inside my house "Wow, i didn't see that you can take this kind of nasty  living, not like before that you lived like a p-" i cut him.

"I'm living decently, so if you'll just gonna insult my house just go because i'm still pissed of about what you did" i said with the hint of iritation in voice.

"Really huh? Thats not the Angel i know, the one that i know is the one that will be happy when she is kissed without concurrence" he said as he one-step the space between us and  snaked his arms around my waist "what happened to you Angel? Is that what this country did to you?" I wasn't able to answer because i already kissed me harder then the earlier, in to the point that i taste rust in it.

I tried to push him but it was useless because his more stong that i am, i tried to look away but his other hands grip at my jaw to stay put, he ripped my clothes that made my pale skin turned red while some part were skratch and bleeding. He was going to rape me, so i did all my best to get away from him.

But still useless compaired to his boxers built body, i was nothing. We were lying at the floor and my tears are starting to flow, i'm losing faith here so i closed my eyes until i felt something was layed to cover my body.

"Basty!!" I cryingly said as i saw him drag Cross out my house.

Minutes passed before he finally came back with bruised lips "Buti na lang pala at napag-pasyahan kong bumalik, kundi NAKO!!!"  Galit na  sabi niya pero niyakap parin niya ako ng mahigpit dahil nanhinginig ako sa takot.

Napahagulgol na lang ako sa nangyari kaya hinagod nya na lang ang likod ko "Sshhh, hindi ka na niya malalapitan Luna, ako na ang bahala sa iyo" he wispher and he sing a lullaby to me until i fell asleep.

Kinabukasan ay lumipat ako sa bahay ni Basty dahil sabi niya ay mas makakabuti sa akin iyon, sinabi ko na rin sa kanya ang totoong ako at tinanggao niya naman ako.

"Hey" nabalik ako sa kasalukuyan ng umupo sa harap ko si Basty "Sorry medyo natagalan kaysa sa inaasahan kasi shumort cut na lang ako"

"Ayos lang, so ano ang pag-uusapan natin tungkol kay Cross?" Tanong ko sabay higop sa iced coffee ko.

"Maliban kay Cross ay ang isa pang Him" sabi niya, isa pang him?

"Oh my" napasinghap ako ng marealize ko kung sino ang sinasabi niyang 'him' "you mean si"

"Yes, siya nga" he cut me. "Pero bagi ang sa kanya ay kay Cross muna tayo"

"What about that asshole?" Sabi ko at uminom ulit

"He's already dead" i spilt out the coffee back to the mug "WHAT!" I shouted, late to realize that i made a scene.

"Tss, lower you voice" he hissed at me "yesterday ko lang nalaman, he hanged himself in his condo two day before he was discovered dead" he continued.

"Two days?"

"Yeah, ayon sa balita na nakarating sa akin, every three days daw pumunta ang housekeeper niya at nung pinintahan daw ay matigas pa sa bato si Cross" he said then sigh.

"Hai, sure its about his family, pity him" i said

"Family?" He asked

"Yeah, way back then when we're still together, its always his issue to tell me that his family is a mess same as him"

"Well that was heavy"He commented.

"Anyway, wheres the body?" I asked, i want to see him even though he did something bad to me, life is to short to be stuck in the past.

"At St. Cahterine's Chapel, you go?" He asked me.

"Yeah"

"Okay" he shrugged

"Hey what's with the another him?"

"Oh, about him, he's ma-"we were shocked when we both saw the person who entered the cafe that stared at us.

"My Angel"

#bitin

N.A's note - sorry if i hanged this  update for long, i got other responsibilities to do, please understand me.

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