Remember Me?

Suicidal Dreams (18)

Shiann's POV

"Ash?" Calum's voice cracked as we watched all of the scenes unfold before us, he was out of control. There was so much glass and blood and tears every where. "GOD FUCKING DAMMIT".

We turned the corner and were horrified.

Ashton snapped.

Between the band, Chloe, and the fans, it's really hard to keep yourself together, I completely understand why he's pissed. "Hey Ashton, calm down." He took a swing at Cal, "ASHTON FUCKING IRWIN GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER," I couldn't let him abuse my man.

But that's when my heart dropped, he just, I don't know, passed out? Calum immediately called 911, knowing something else was wrong, he told me to go look around for anything that could help us figure out what had happened.

~~~~~~~~~~ Time Skip ~~~~~~~~~~~~

I couldn't bear what I just read, both of their notes? Consecutively? Chloe's note didn't hurt me as much as Ashton's did.

Dear whoever the fuck found this,

I'm sorry. No one knew, but this is what I've been wanting. I've had so many suicidal dreams, I just had to end it. Tell Chloe and Taylor I love them.

Tell Alaska and Hailey I love them no matter what.

Alaska? Hailey?

My world has been crumbling for years now and it's finally time to be gone, ever since Chloe and I fought, I couldn't sleep. Everything I saw was her and I only heard her last words. 

I'm a shitty writer so disregard all of this just know that I'm dead and free and that I love everyone so much.

Sorry again,

Ash xx

(lmao idk anymore prolly ending it soon tbh)