The Changed: The Lifeless Allen Walker

Chapter 2

Recap

~~~Back to where Kanda and the others are~~~~

The three went to the cafeteria and gathered everyone there. Kanda told them that Allen has left the Order and it is unknown if he ever comes back. To Kanda's surprise, some of the people were actually cheering. That infuriated the Japanese teenager.

"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU PEOPLE CHEERING?!" Kanda screamed.

One of the people said " because he is gone for good. Have you noticed how much he hurt you?"

"Oh no. He didn't hurt me much. BUT I DID!"

"I STABBED HIM IN THE CHEST WITH MUGEN MULTIPLE TIMES.DID HE TELL YOU ABOUT THAT?"

The people were silent now. They couldn't believe it. They couldn't believe what they did to Allen. They said Allen was the monster, but they were wrong. They are the real monsters.

Now to the story

(Kanda's P.O.V.)

"What do we do now? How do we get him back? Do you know if he'll forgive us, Kanda-san?" said Toma, one of the finders that actually cares about saying such horrible things.

"How the fuck am I supposed to know, damn it! Fuck! Let go, Damn it!"

Toma looked at Kanda with pleading eyes as Kanda started to spontaneously cry.

"I don't know damn it! It's your damn fucking fault he's gone! You figure it out!"

I stormed out of there straight to my room. Damn it! I didn't even get to say thank you! Fuck this! I made it to my room then I locked my door behind me. Making sure no one would enter. I cry harder then  ever have in my life. "This is so fucked up!" I yelled as I drop to the floor, not being able to stand anymore. I feel like I'm 6 again. Back when I was being tested on. I just want to say sorry for what has happened, to beg for him to come back... I need my moyashi back... I cried even harder knowing he probably won't come back. We were dating but I never once held him. Never once did I say I love you to him. NEVER ONCE DID I DO ANYTHING FOR HIM! I DID NOTHING FOR HIM BUT HE ALWAYS HELPED ME! ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED ME! NEVER ONCE DID HE HATE ME FULLY OR HURT ME WHEN WE FOUGHT! HE TOOK ALL MY ABUSE, MY ATTITUDE, MY FUCKING RUDENESS AND PRIDE! AND NOW... He's gone for good! 

I cried for awhile silently as I went into the back of my mind for about 90 minutes.

"Moyashi... Please... Return to me..." I said out loud before falling asleep at my door with tears in my eyes still.

(Allen P.O.V)

"Kanda is probably up by now."

I wanted to stay so badly. To tell him that I had to leave. To stay I'm sorry for hurting him. To say I love you one more time, but I know I couldn't do so. I love him so much. That's why I had to leave. I want to become stronger. For him. If it means that I am his enemy to him, then that's fine by me. *sigh* I just want to show him, that if it happens again, then I could be strong enough to not hurt him again.

As I was walking, I came past a familiar ally. As I wank down it, I feel nostalgia. DaysaVue more like it. It's a dead end but feels so familiar to me... But why...

Flash back

"No please! Didn't mean it. Please stop!" a red hair kid with bloody and ripped up cloths said.

"What right do you have to tell me to stop! You're a monster! a freak! A Devil Spawn, Red! You have no rights!" a large man bellowed while continuously hurting the child despite the endless pleas for the man to stop.

"SOME ONE! ANYONE! HELP ME!"

"Shut the Fuck up, Devil spawn!" the man bellowed as he kicked the child in the face.

After about an hour or more the man stopped hurting the child, due to the kid passing out from blood loss Allen guessed. The man walked out of the alley after spitting at the child's face once, and once the sound of the man's stomp-like foot steps, the boy started to try and sit up. Allen then tried to put his hand on the shoulder of the kid, but his hand phased trough, and the kid disappeared.

End of flashback

When Allen realized that kid was him, he saw the cement at where the kid's blood still was. Allen decided right then in there, he would no longer be the facade known as Allen Walker. He decided that he would go back to the life he had before becoming kind. He would be stronger than ever. He would go back to being Red. Right then in there, Allen Walker died. And what came from his death, was the monster that the order wanted. Red the Devil-Spawn, also known as...

Red, Killer-of-Human-Kind.