Love Lost

Chapter 4

          {{So Sorry for the late update, I was busy with school and I was procrastinating with this chapter because I needed to think of a good way to have events unfold in a particular way}}

 We headed away from the party, and upstairs; Sarah led me to a room as we entered. We closed the door behind us. I could tell that she been drinking, and most boys my age would jump at the chance, but a gentleman restrains himself when a woman isn't able to judge her decisions. She pushed me on the bed and climbed on top of me, her breathing was staggered and both of us were nervous. Leaning in for a kiss I placed my hand in front of her face as a signal to stop, I didn't want this to be the way that I would remember her.

                "What's wrong Michael? Don't you want me?" I sat up and looked at her before I laid her down next to me, she was such a beautiful girl and of course I wanted her, but I refused to give in to my primal desires and take advantage of this young woman. I proceeded to undress her and look around the room for pajamas, but I could only find a rather large shirt and I dressed her in that and tied a silk ribbon I found around her waist. Afterwards, I tucked her in and told her Goodnight.

                 "Sarah, if you remember me in the morning, come find me. I'll treat you to coffee or breakfast." I turned out the light and headed out the room. I wasn't sure if I should've left her alone, but I have a sister of my own and I wouldn't want to have some guy take advantage of her either. I headed back down to the party that was seeming to break into a panic as the local authorities arrived and made their way into the dormitory. I stood around the corner as the policemen stormed the dorm and when I saw the chance I left. Heading back to my room, I couldn't help but think about Sarah, she weighed heavily on my soul, but for some reason I don't think she'll even remember who I am.

                  After reaching my dorm room I was about to open the door and stopped because I guess someone placed a sock on the knob. I was tired, so I paid it no mind and entered to find Derek wrapped in the arms and legs of a man and a woman.

                "Uh.. excuse me, I'll just come back some other time" The young man and the woman stopped and she covered herself as Derek looked back at me. He had been drinking too, and from the smell in the room, they also smoked a bit of pot. Clearing his throat Derek began to speak.

                "Well, I take it, since you came in you want to join the fun." I backed up a little chuckled before countering with a sharp remark.

                "Me, join this disgrace, I'd never; in fact, all of you should be ashamed." I left the room and slammed the behind me. I couldn't believe my eyes, what I had just seen was completely abominable. I'd seen three people naked... two of them, in which whom shouldn't have been in our dorm. I wandered around until I made my way back to the lobby where I rested in a reclining chair, this would be the place I would call my bed for the night.

                 Morning came and I awakened to see Joffrey hovering over me with a worried look upon his face. "Young Master, why would you choose to sleep in a chair instead of your bed?" I yawned as Joffrey took a step back and handed me an Ipad with my schedule on it.

                "Joffrey, I want you to clear my schedule for this afternoon. I'll go to my morning classes and my evening classes, but I have someone in which whom I hope to meet again." Joffrey nodded and told me I should go get ready, I felt bad considering that I was in college, but yet after all this time Joffrey still felt the need to look after me. I went back to my room, and the two unexpected guests to my knowledge were gone, but there was still a wild Derek laying in bed unaffected by the world around him; sleep as if nothing had taken place since last night.

                  I walked over to him and leaned fairly close being sure to keep my distance. "Derek, it's time to wake up. Morning has come you'll be late for class." I expected him to roll over and ignore my voice but instead he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close.

                 "Not without a kiss first." His breath smelled of alcohol, but he smelled of roses and lavender. I tried to push away, but before I knew it his lips were pressed tenderly against mine. His eyes opened and a smile slithered on his face. "Well, if you wanted a kiss you should've just asked." My face was flushed as I pushed away and threw a shoe at him. I kissed a guy for the first time in my life and as if it couldn't get any worse, I looked over to the door where I saw Joffrey standing with a look of shock on his face.

                 "Joffrey, just relax I can explain."