Love Lost

Chapter 3

{{ I apologize for the long wait }}

Derek looked at me and noticed that I had cleaned a little and he came and sat on the bed across from me. " Michael, that's your name right?" I looked at him and sarcastically, and he just sat there looking at me with his crystal blue eyes and I felt like I was melting at his gaze, it was disgusting

"Yes my name is Michael. you looked at the sheet and my name was listed." Derek chuckled lightly and leaned forward a bit. I sat up dignified and looked down at him. "Whatever you're planning kid, I want know part of it. So if you're about to invite me somewhere or ask me to accompany you to an outing, the answer is no." Derek leaned back and it seemed as if his attitude changed.

" Listen here, pig. You're nothing more than a play thing to me. I don't need you to go anywhere with me and I wasn't about to ask you anything of the sorts. Now if you can pull your head out the crack of your ass from the deepest pits of shit it's buried under that would be great." I was appalled and I was beginning to feel angry but then the voices started in my head again.

"Look at you now, you incompetent piece of shit, you thought he liked you and that he was gonna try to be your friend. Ha, a joke like you could never fit in with someone like him" I felt like it was right, I didn't know this guy and here I was just assuming that he wanted to be friends with me. He was right I am swine and I did seem a bit stuck up. " Your last name you said it was Chantae?" Derek looked at me and nodded " Don't tell me your--" Derek stopped me before I could finish my sentence.

"Celine Chantae is my aunt, my mother was an alcoholic up until the day she had me, left me in my aunts house, and vanished. I don't blame her for leaving, she made a conscious decision to leave me with someone who could take care of me and I haven't seen her since. I haven't even tried to find her." Derek stood and put his hair in a ponytail with the rubber band he had around his wrist. "Alright kiddo, I'm heading out to another party I'll be in a little late and I might bring home a friend." He smiled, and his pearl white teeth shimmered and it seemed like I was looking a god, as if Aphrodite had blessed him with the gift of beauty and charm. "Don't wait up." He said as he walked out the door and closed it behind him.
   I let out a depressing sigh and laid across my bed, and I heard a knock on the door, Derek walked back in and sighed slightly. "Alright, get dressed. You're gonna come with me tonight." Despite having classes the next day he still wanted to go out and I wasn't going to turn him down after I made a fool of myself, and then got told off. So I went into my luggage and grabbed some shorts and decent shirt. Derek sighed and walked over to me and ripped the sleeves off my shirt." This isn't a get together, it's a party." I was appalled I couldn't believe he just ruined my shirt.
"Are fucking mad, this is a 200 dollar shirt you damn heathen" he looked at me and reached in to his pocket and handed me a debt card that had lender written on it.
"Buy another one, and maybe one that won't tear so easily." Derek looked at me and then he headed towards the door, I followed and that was that.
"Derek, where is the party located?" He looked back at me and smiled slightly.
"The party is everywhere, but it starts in the girls dorm." I didn't understand until we got closer and the closer we got the louder and annoying the music got.

     Lean on by Major Lazer ft DJ snake was playing it wasn't that bad of a beat to the song, the girls voice was decent at best. We made our way through the crowd of hormone enraged students and into the dorms. Derek patted me on my back." Have some fun, have a few drinks and hey if you meet a girl don't be afraid to wreck that shit" I was repulsed by the way he referred to women and to think that such a beautiful man and he was a pig in a way. I walked around and song switched to Powerful by Major Lazer, I walked to the dance floor and the crowed broke and that's when I saw her. She walked to me and started to dance sensually on me and I began to grind on her our bodies felt as if they were becoming one.

   We broke away from each other and looked into each other's eyes. My dark blue eyes meeting hers and her hazel/green eyes and we moved closer as the song came to an end. Our lips connected and that was when she told me her name.
"H-hello I'm Sarah." I was at a lost for words and her beauty left me dumbfounded but I tried to pull myself together.
"Michael, that's my name" I coughed slightly that had to be the most pretentious thing ever done I tried to walk away as she pulled me back and kissed me again.
"Michael, I like that name. Maybe we can get to know each other better" I nodded and she began to lead me away from the party.