There's No Happy Ending[One Shot Stories Compilation]

Migraine

Minsan talaga, darating yung time na bigla ka nalang mauuntog mula sa isang masayang panaginip. At some point, you will realized that what you're having hasn't direction at all. Yung pati ikaw maguguluhan na din sa kung anong meron kayo. Dahil wala namang maayos na label eh. Malabo becuase you were acting like lovers but still consider each other as BEST OF FRIENDS. Nakakatanga diba? Parang kahit masaya kayo pareho pag magkasama kayo, darating talaga sa punto na makikita nyong hindi yun sapat. Alam nyo yun? May feelings kayo sa isa't isa. You demand each other's time, effort, affection. But since, you're not into BF-GF thing.. you don't have the right to reprimand him/her. You don't have the right to take a hold on him/her. Pwede magselos pero bawal masaktan.

Paano ko ba nalaman lahat ng yan? Simple lang, it is because I am on the same situation.

"OO NGA PALA, HINDI NAMAN PALA TAYO. WALA NAMAN PALANG TAYO."

I tried to open it to him. Just to clarify things between us. And so this happened.

"Ano bang pag-uusapan natin at parang ang importante naman ata?" he immediately asked as we sat on one of the bench inside our campus. The one where we used to be our secret place.

"Tungkol sa.."

"Saan? Tungkol sa  pagiging gwapo ko ba?" he said teasing me.

"Bayabas ka! Yabang! Seryoso kasi!"

"Oh sige seryoso. Eto naman ang pikon talaga kahit kelan. Nilalambing ka lang eh." he shot back that made my brow arched.

"Saan banda dun ang lambing?"

"Dun sa part na mapipikon ka na tapos magagalit ka sakin kaya susuyuin kita. Tch. Sinira mo yung plano ko eh." he answered then looked at me intensely. 

"Seryoso na kasi."  I said, almost a whisper, avoiding his gaze. Naman Blue! Don't make me fall even deeper kung wala kang planong saluhin ako please and don't distract me with your cuteness. We need to talk about what we actually are.

"Okay sige. Ano na yun? Spill it. I'm all ears."

Okay Cyanne, breathe in, breathe out.Ask him. Kaya mo yan! Kaya mo!

But what if the answer is not what I want and I'm expecting to hear?

Pero atleast masasagot na. Hindi mo na kailangang maguluhan at malito.

Just do it now. There's no perfect time. Ask him.

"Why are you doing all this?" I asked, merely a whisper. Afraid of the answer I was sure I would get.

"What do you mean?"

"The effort, time, affection, lahat. Bakit? Gusto ko lang malaman kung bakit?"