Only one chance to love (Destiel, Sabriel, and Micifer)

Chapter twenty three

Gabriels POV

Finally this week is almost over, all this past week I've been going to shops after school getting Sam a bunch of stuff that he likes. I got him all rabbit food for the Picnic I'm setting up. And only 1 dessert. I know, it's tragic but Sam doesn't really like sweets. Why do I even like this guy.

Good thing I'm not in a fanfic or anything because the people reading would be probably pissed. It's taking so long for me to confess my feelings for Sam and there is a a lot of build up.

But this isn't a fanfic so I could do whatever the hell I want. So ha.

I've been trying to act all cool about this and pretend that nothing is going on but the other people don't like that.

Lucifer has been an asshole like usual, he has been giving Sam little hints and stuff which makes him mainly confused. But he is smart, what if he puts 2 and 2 together.

Shut the fuck up Gabe this is not the time to worried.

Today is Friday, one more day till I'm ungrounded and that I'll confess my feelings. Geez why am I so anxious. I'm suppose to be all smooth and shit. But I'm freaking out over a moose.

I'm sitting in class, thinking about life. When suddenly a paper ball appears to get my attention. It's super effective. I look around to see who threw it and course it's Dean. He has been bugging me all week. Telling me if I hurt Sam I'll be dead faster than I can put a lollipop in my mouth. Isn't he sweet.

I open up the paper ball and it says:

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Gabe, btw Sam likes country music. (I know I'm questioning why you like this guy too.) just figured that information about my bro would help. Btw hurt him you're dead.
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Very comforting Dean, if I screw this up and hurt Sam I'm dead. No pressure at all. Thanks Dean.

I kinda zoned out of Lunch again. Hearing occasionally sentences that make me question why I hang out with these people.

"Dean I know she's looking at me- no you can't kill her."

"I swear to chuck Lucifer put that Carrot in your pants again and I will not be afraid to let you starve."

"Dean if that were true then everyone would have a butt plug."

"Isn't it legal to have a snake in your ass?"

Ahh, thankfully I would never understand those conversations. Sam did noticed I was zoned out though and asked if I was alright. I count that as an achievement because I know Sam at least cares about me a little. But Sam is a good person. So he'd probably care about a random stranger.

When I got home I saw Cas laying face down on our floor.

"Cassie." I sigh. "Hey brother, you okay?"

"What's the point of life Gabe." He said. "What is our purpose, we live and we die then what?" Oh I know what's happening.

"Have you been watching Dan Howell again?" Sorry if you don't get this

"So what if I have. Why does that matter? Why does anything matter?"

"Because every time you do you go in existential crisis mode."

"No." Castiel said still face down on the ground. "That's just a pure coincidence."

"Whatever." I said, not feeling like helping him again. He'll be fine in a couple of hours give or take.