I really would like to dedicate this to my ex and for everything he's done for me.
They said "you'll find someone else" but "finding someone else" means falling in love with someone who doesn't care as much as you do.
"finding someone else" means getting your hear ripped out as soon as they say the words that hurt the most.
"finding someone else" means giving your all when you don't have anything left to give.
If I could "find someone else" I wouldn't be rereading every old text message I have.
If I could "find someone else" I wouldn't be looking for him everywhere I go, I wouldn't be waiting for his name to come across my screen, I wouldn't be wishing this were a dream so I could have him yo myself again.
If I could "find someone else" I wouldn't be waiting for his car in my driveway at 5am, I wouldn't be sitting in this empty room waiting for everything to go away.
Because if I could "find someone else" I wouldn't be crying myself to sleep and waking up with tears in my eyes because the dream I had was about him. I wouldn't imagine the way he looked over at me to say he loves me. I wouldn't call him when I know he's not going to answer.
If "finding someone else" were as easy as they make it seem why do I wish it were him? Why would I take him back in a heartbeat if "finding someone else" were so easy?
If "finding someone else" were so easy why do I wish he could be the one?
