First Time Mom? (COMPLETE)

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It has been 2 hours since the mini fight between Beyonce and Shawn. Ava went back into her room and quietly shut the door. Sliding down to the floor, she curled up in a ball. Her dad hurt her mommy. And she didn't like that. And worse of all, it's all because of Ava. Ava felt like it was her fault that this happened to her mommy. She got up and went downstairs to check on Beyonce. Walking into the living room, she saw her mom on the couch. Silently crying.

"Mommy," called Ava, nervous to get any closer.

Shit, thought Beyonce. She didn't want Ava to see her crying. So she immediately sat up and wiped her face, turning to her daughter. Ava just sat down in front of her and stared at her.

"I sorry for my attitude mommy. It my fault daddy hurt you," said Ava, looking down.

Beyonce sighed and looked at her daughter, lifting her head. She saw the hurt and pain in her eyes, since she saw Shawn hurt her. The feeling made Beyonce pissed off beyond belief.

"How much did you hear or see," Beyonce asked her.

"All of it. It is my fault daddy hurt you..."

Beyonce frowned and sat Ava in her lap, "Don't ever say that, honey. Mommy is sorry for what she said too. I love you so much. You are my first. And you will always be my first. No one can take that away from you.."

Ava smiled a little and looked at Beyonce's arms, seeing bruises. Her little face turned red and she balled up her fists. Beyonce started singing to her, trying to calm her down. Eventually it worked and Ava looked up at her.

"Mommy is baby alright?"

As soon as Ava said that, the baby kicked hard. Beyonce looked down at her belly, in shock. That was the first time the baby made any type of movement. Tears of happiness fell from Beyonce's eyes, which worried Ava.

"Why you sad," Ava said, frowning.

Beyonce smiled and wiped her face, "I am not sad, honey. I am happy. As long as you and the baby are happy, I will be happy."

Ava clapped and smiled, hugging her belly. Beyonce smiled and hugged her back, feeling some type of relief. 

-Meanwhile-

Shawn was at the strip club, with his friends Ray and Michael. He needed some air and time to think about what just transpired at home. Ray and Michael could tell by his face that something was wrong.

"Man what's going on with you.. you aren't like yourself," said Ray, taking a sip of his drink.

"Me and Bey had a fight," Shawn simply spoke.

Michael raised an eyebrow and turned to his friend, "Shawn what did you do?"

Shawn looked at his two friends and they instantly knew that he fucked up, "Long story short. Our daughter was having an attitude. Beyonce and I were talking about it. One thing lead to another and we were arguing. I tried leaving but she blocked the door, asking me where I was going. I laughed and told her to calm down and she got mad. I yelled at her first and she was pissing me off so I threw her on the couch and left.."

Ray and Michael stared at Shawn, in disbelief. They knew that he wasn't the type of guy to put his hands on her. But throwing her on the couch and she is pregnant crossed the line. Michael slapped him across the head, angry.

"Dude what the fuck is wrong with you?! Yeah she made you mad and everything, but that's your wife. You don't EVER put your hands on her, regardless of what happens. This ain't like you, bro. Get your head out of your ass and realize that you could possibly lose her. Not only her but your daughter," he said, trying to talk some sense into Shawn.

"Did Ava see any of it," asked Ray.

Shawn downed the rest of his drink and sighed, "Yeah. I caught a glimpse of her standing on the stairs.."

Ray shook his head, "You fucked up. Big time. Did you not realize how this would affect Beyonce and Ava? Ava has already went through way more than she should have, but you made it worse for her. If CPS finds out this happened, they will take Ava from you and Beyonce.."

Shawn didn't care at that moment. He turned and watched the strippers dance on the pole. Taking out some cash, he threw it at the strippers as they danced. His friends just shook their heads and continued watching the strippers. They just hoped Shawn didn't do anything else to jeopardize his marriage.

Then, a lady walked over sexily to Shawn. He looked at her up and down, slowly licking his lips. 

"Your name," he asked her.

"Roy. Rachel Roy," she responded. (Me: This bitch better not...)

"Carter. Shawn Carter," he said, shaking hands with her. He was drunk, but not overly drunk. He knew what his intentions were and that was to get some pussy. That's it. No strings attached. 

Ray and Michael looked at each other, knowing it wasn't going to be good. They couldn't stand being around him any longer so they got up and went to the back of the club. Rachel Roy led Shawn to the velvet lounge, which was all the way on the other side of the club. She sat him down and unbuckled his pants. So many thought were running through his head, but they immediately disappeared as he felt her mouth wrap around his dick. At first, he sat there in pure shock. But things led to another and he ended up cumming down her throat. Shawn fixed his pants and grabbed her hand, taking her to a bathroom. Clothes started to fly off and the bathroom began filling up with moans and groans. 

"Fuck you got a big dick don't you," moaned Rachel.

Shawn smirked and slapped her ass, pounding her. The moans and groans intensified and Shawn ended up cumming deep inside her. They cleaned and fixed themselves up and exited the bathroom. Shawn got into his car and stopped. Shit, he thought. 

"What the fuck did I just do," he whispered to himself, trying to clear his head.

He looked at his watch and his eyes instantly got big, it was 3 in the morning. Shawn tried to figure out whether he used a condom. Then his eyes got bigger, if possible. He didn't wear a condom and he came inside of her. Oh fuck, he thought to himself. Shawn started up the car and headed home.

Beyonce paced back and forth, worrying over Shawn. Was he alright? Did he get hurt? Despite their fight earlier, she still have love for him. When he gets here, they are going to sit down and talk about it. She laid on the bed and ended up falling asleep. Shortly after, Shawn came inside the house, silently closing the door. 

"They must be asleep," he thought.

He checked on Ava, seeing her sleeping peacefully. Then he opened his bedroom door and saw Beyonce sleeping, holding his pillow tightly. Shawn smiled a little and took off his clothes, hiding them in the bottom of the hamper. He went downstairs and laid on the couch. He tried sleeping, but it was useless. Shawn sat up and put his face in his hands, realizing everything that happened.

He just cheated on his wife.