Daddy's Dynasty

21.

Maleah Jenner.
"Are you sure that you don't want me to come in with you?" Michael asked me again.

"No, I, fine. Take the girls to go and see their mother. I'm only having a check up." I replied.

"I'll see you in an hour, okay?" He said.

"Okay. Now go." I replied.

I walked into the hospital for a body and mental health check. It was just a small procedure that would take not longer than an hour if all is normal.

I sat down in the waiting area, and waited for my name to be called. I waited for no longer than six minutes for my name to be called. When I was called, I picked up my bag and entered the doctors office.

"Hello Ms. Jenner. I am Doctor Molly Hazel. You are booked for a mental health check and a gynaecological exam. I think that it is best to start with the mental health examination first." She replied.

"Have you ever had mental health issues in the past?" She asked.

"Yes. When I was seventeen. I fell pregnant with a 40 year old mans baby. I thought he loved me, but he ran as soon as I told him. I had an abortion. I was depressed for a few months. I was on pills." I replied.

She scribbled some notes on her notepad and then looked at me.

"How do you feel? You have been raped and that can be very traumatic." She said.

"I'm better. I can't understand how someone who was supposed to love me could do something so evil but I can't dwell on it. There are a million questions to ask but it's best that I let it go. It has been a month and a half, and although it's early, I'm coming to terms with it. I just want to move on but all I can see is him pinning em down to the ground and pulling my knickers off and forcing himself on me. Oh- I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have-" I said.

"It's fine, you need to let all of your anger out, but we should move onto the next question. Do you have any problems with your sexuality and have you ever abused alcohol or drugs?" She questioned.

"I am confident in my sexuality. I am a female who is attracted to men. And for the drugs and alcohol, I've sneer abused alcohol." I said.

"What about drugs? Have you ever excessively taken anything from Class C drugs to Class A drugs? This is the time to be honest." She softly whispered.

"Yes, I have taken all types of drugs. Laughing gas, cannabis, Coke, heroine, methadone, he'll I've even popped pills. But I've stopped. I haven't taken any of that for months and I know that I won't relapse. I can even take a drugs test if you want. I don't do drugs anymore." I harshly replied, feeling defensive.

"What do you see in the future?" She asked.  

"I see myself in two ways. One way positive. I have a husband, kids and a big house. I'm happy. The other way I see myself is odd. I have everything I could have ever wanted but I'm alone. I don't have anyone and that makes me a horrible and bitter person." I sadly whispered.

"Do you have close relationships with people in your biological family?"

"I'm close with my mom, dad and sisters. It's just a lot to talk to them about getting raped. It's awkward and more tense. My brother is away on tour, and him and I are the closest. My family are there if I need them." I replied.