Not a Man part 2

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Tk POV

I know I shouldn't be attached. She's not even my child. She doesn't have my blood, DNA, or even genes. Truth be told Carliegh is like a daughter to me. I'm to young to be a father. She feels like mine.

I know Nickii pissed off. No parent or parent like figure wants there child to be raped and lose their purity forcefully. 

I see that nigga on the street best believe there will be beef.

Nickii POV

Her curly hair was all over the pillow. Her eyes laid closed. I wish I could take her pain. Take her struggle. I wish I could take back my innocence and give it to her. Everything happens for a reason and I hope this doesn't change her future even though I know it will.

I hope her future changes for the best. Become a positive change and not become a hoe. I don't mean to sound prude its just the truth.

I slipped on some sweats and a loose crop top. I slipped on my tan moccasins.  We've had a long morning so I'm going to make some homemade pizza. I called Linda and told her what happend. She was numb to the whole thing and said she's calling the police and getting a lawyer.

I pre-heated the oven and began on my toppings. I called the crew and Logan that I'm having a movie party.

I made 3 buffalo chicken, 4 cheese, 5 meatlover pizzas. I popped popcorn and got drinks from the fridge. I set out candy and other little snacks. 

I picked out Planes, and other kid but teen movies. Just incase Carliegh woke and wanted to watch the movie.  The sun began to set and moon began to rise.

" Nickii ," Carliegh's voice cryed. 

She had on her Doc mcstuffins pajamas and her little pink slippers on. I automatically knew its starting to hurt again. To make her rape worse her sperm donor aka dad gave her herpes.

They're not big but the still give her pain. I got her prescription filled earlier. I picked her out and walked to the my bedroom.

I stook off her pants and put on the ointment then on the corner of her mouth where little bitty bumps began to come in.

I got her redressed just as ths bell rung. I put her on my hip and walked back downstairs. I answered  the door it was Tk and everyone else. They immediately went to the kitchen. I made Carliegh a plate and gave her a caprisun.

I made my plate then sat down between Tk's legs with Carliegh in my lap. We looked like a little family.  Everyone was boo'd up watching this kid's movie. It was actually pretty good. We stayed up most of the night.

* next day.

Carliegh was leaving her mom was coming to pick her up.

" Carliegh come here," I yelled.

She ran downstairs and sat on my lap. I left her curly hair down with a cute little headband. 

I handed her a little flip phone with only Tk and I phone number," Only use this when its an emgercancy okay. Remember when I showed you how to text and call do that okay. only emergencies!!!"

She slid it into her play bag and nodded her head. The bell rung several times. It was Linda.

I let her in and she immediately went for Carliegh she gave her hugs and lots of kisses.

" I already took her to the doctor and got her medicine, " I said.

She snapped her head towards me in anger and starred at me for a long time.

  " Carliegh! is not you daughter. You do not take her to the hospital to get her checked out or even get her medicine. She's not yours. She's mine and I see you getting to attached all I need you to do was watch her not make her yours; " She yelled in my face.

My face turned blank," Get the hell out of my house!" I said calmly.

I slammed the door and grabbed my keys. I texted Adela to see if she wanted to work out.

I went to my locker in the arena and put on some spandex and met Adela in the middle of the cage. We did hand on hand fighting and a few sprints to stay conditioned. I was givimg my all in this not even officail work out. I just really need to blow off some steam. 

    "Nickii stop," I gave her a questioning look.

" What's wrong,"  She asked.

" Shit shit shit. Thats what's wrong. is something good happends their is always a downfall. Sometimes I really hate it here," I replied.

I ran myself a hot bath with some Epsom salt and bubble bath. I was sore from everything and this bath couldn't fix it all. I got my phone and texted Tk.

Me: Can you come over

Tk: here I come.

I closed my eyes and let the water over take me. My skin pruned and my etes drooped.

I got our and but on some spanks and and a bra with a crop top. I slid the lotion down my legs and the rest of my body.

I walked downstairs and Tk was asleep on the couch. His arms were crossed and his head tilted back.  I grabbed a blanket. No one was home except for us.  I laid down on his body and wrapped the blanket around us.

   We're 18 going on 30 dealing with stuff our mothers should be doing.

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