living with guys as a undercover street fighter

whatever goes up must come down

Hey guys my ipod keyword is STILL wanting to act crazy so I don't really know. I'm really trying to say that updates will be even slower maybe ....

Oh and this book is defiantly not over !!! lol but read cause I know you don'twant to hear/read me talk lol

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My last fight was exactly a week ago. Since then I've been training non-stop losing and gaining weight constantly. I have't got a full rest in at lest two to three days tops. My hair was a mess constantly moving having to run, lift, learn new moves, etc. I could tell people such as Tristan and Trevor. Chanie and Logan have been MIA for the past week. You would only see them two in the morning then Logan late at night. They probably doing something with they nasty selves. Chanie is a undercover freak she doesn't show it but being her best friend after a while you tell that girl was in for some lovin' .

I was on the treadmill watching reruns of Pretty Little liars on the tv. The last episode was in soon ended so I got off and walked down stairs the guys had some friends over as usual. They were all playing Fifa. I grabbed a water off out of the bottom drawer of the refrigerator that had my name ducked tapped on it. meaning not for anyone to get anything out of it. That's how serious I am with my training. I noticed one of my Monster Rehabs were missing. I crave those thing when I train. That's like a pregnant lady having triplets without epidural. Like for real why would you take it.

I walked in the living room and sat down on the couch queitly looking at all the boys crowded around the game system. Tristan paused the game knowing I haven't sat down for more than five minutes this whole week.

" You okay Nickii " he asked.

" I'm fine, but I really want to know who drank my monster rehab out of the 'NICKII ONLY' drawer" I said sternly looking at all of them. we stared at each other for quite awhile til some one came out of the back room drinking my drink. I didn't know who it was but I'm going to keep my cool before my anger comes in. I walked up to them and snatched my drink out of my hand and poured it on the floor. I shook my head while I walked upstairs with out looking back.

I stripped of my clothes then turned the shower to my liking. I washed my hair then myself, I got out lotioned myself then put on my sweats and a half shirt with my peace bra and pantie set. I slide into my bed I tried to stay up and visualize some of my fights but that one fight that brung me all the way down was stained in the back back of my brain, tattooed forever in my brain, sketched on my canvas called life. I could never forget it what happened that day it was reminder every day, every fight, and every hour. No matter how hard I tried it was still reminded me. I now what the mean when they say " What comes up must come down " I guess my down left me scarred for life. no redoes, no deletes, no backspace, and no erase. I had to live with this. I'm not a person that backs down so when I put my mind to something i'm not back down till i get what I want. I will bring everyone down so I can get to the top. Moving here made me soft when I was in New York I was angry at the world, my mom, my dad, my no good ex- boyfriends, and Courtney. Now the only person that I'm going to cause Hell is the one person who caused all this Courtney. My anger thoughts sent my into nights slumber.

I woke up early , so I decided to make everyone pancakes. I flat ironed my hair into beach waves then but jean short short and my red abercombie hoodie and my red converse. I put my bracelet, ear rings, necklace, perfume, etc . Nobody was awake yet. I needed to ask Logan something so I went to his room. I looked in and I saw Logan and Chanie sleeping together n the same bed, and I'm sure their naked, shaking my head I closed the door quietly so that I won't wake the two love birds.

I followed the directions for the pancake mix, mixed eggs, and started cooking bacon and sausage. I drank a monster while I watched the food occasionally flipping and turning. once everyone was awake I started the eggs and got everything else off the burner. Low whispers soon came down from the stairs it sounded like Logan and Chanie. Their foots steps got louder and louder.

" Hey chanie you might as well stay, borrow some clothes, and eat breakfast since you been here most of the night anyway. " I said with a sly smirk on my face. Their face turned into complete uttered shocked. They had the wha whaa whaa how did you know looking face. I walked away with a smile. A pang of anger rose in me because Chanie thought she couldn't tell me; if she hide this what else have she hide. I told her all my secrets,life, an past. Heck if she basically knows when my cycle is. I don't know why but I'm: angry, mad, livid.

I made my way back to the kitchen. I knew my eyes where turning darker then the regular color. I contained myself before my anger ecaladed into my dark zone. I only been there once when I got that stabbed by a person I'm not mentioning; because that will just make me even angrier.

Everyone sat down talking about what their going today. I sat quietly munching on my over sweetend, fatend, and carbed breakfast. I should've over slept; because now now I'm slowly moving into my dark zone. I got up an emptied my plate then went up stairs. I changed into some grey sweats a red Last Kings t-shirt and my red converse. I did my har in a messy low side ballerina bun and some red accents. Their was a knock on my door; I quickly grabbed all my stuff that i need for the day. I opend the door and quickly barged past Chanie.

I've been trying to avoid Chanie all day because I really didn't feel like talking to her even though that was pretty hard because we were in all the same classes I didn't even look at her. May say Im over reacting but really if you think about she tells me nothing not even about a guy I live in the same house with. Whatever It wad now lunch time so I just settled on a Rockstar and some chips. The guys were all talking to themselves then Chanie came and sat down. I kept my eyes on my food; I felt chanie's eye staring dead at me.

The whole cafeteria soon went dead quiet you heard hard shoes hit the floors of the room. No one spoke, stood, or moved around. I finally decided to look up and their was two middle aged police officers walking into the cafeteria. I saw one of the teachers point me out and the two soon began walking my way. All eyes shifted to me as I down the last of my drink I knew they were coming for me, but I wanted them to come get me. No need to do unnecessary walking. Chanie and my eye's connected I just shook my head in disgust. The officers soon reached my table. I stood up so they wouldn't have to ask me.

"Nickii " the taller of the two asked. I shook my head yes.

" You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to have an attorney present during questioning. If you cannot afford anattorney, one will be appointed for you " They stated my Miranda rights. I turned around voluntary so they wouldn't have to force me.

They hand cuffed me, then began walking me out of the cafeteria with everyones eye on me. We finally reached the cop car. I got in without help Im not even going to cause a problem I'm just going to willingly do whatever I have to do I can easliy pay the bond, and the rest of Tristians college fee's that isn't even a problem.

After hours and hours of paperwork, questions, and phone calls I was finally let go ; even though my court date is tomorrow Ill see what my whole punishment is exactly. Im being charged for assault, I plead guilty even though she hit me first I don't have time for that she hit me first hit elementary shit. I done with the lies and and all that bullshit I'm other levels so at this point give me my punishment and leave

He was sitting there on his bed with espn on. He turned when he heard his door open. My eyes now had tears in them I keep mixing everthing instead of keeping it in a tight box. He opend his arms and began to just cry and cry into his arms he whispered soft things into my ear sometimes evem funny. I felt happy the best I felt in anlong time. I feel asleep peacefull that night for the first time in a week.

H nodded taking in everything " well we won't send you to juvenile confinement but you will have to pay a 5000 fine and anger management.