Today is my almost step sisters prom.Shes going with her boyfriend she dated for like two years .Almost forever right ?Its so funny watching her around him .Her voice changes and she become a softer almost childlike self .I kinda wonder if I do that when I'm with my "boyfriend" Josh .The reason i put those around boyfriend was because its not official by words .But we are only seeing and sleeping with each other .If that makes sense lol .Also he stated one time that if he's with a girl for longer than a week then it's kinda serious .But anyway..Man my step sister is so lucky .She had a pretty typical life .I wish I had something like it growing up.For me I had a mother who was mega controlling and abusive and then she kicked me out when I was 17 .Then I got put into a homeless girls shelter and put into states custody .My mom gave up her rights as a parent then I found my dad online whom I haven't seen since I was 7 or so .Now I live with him and my step and half siblings .Im 19 years old and I'm just a low key hippie or stoner or idk what I am really .I just know I really like getting high .Its so wonderful .My anxiety and depression just melt when I'm high and I get tons of motivation .Life is just so much better I'm telling ya.
