I climbed in the car with Jasper. A terrible silence dominated the atmosphere
"If It works on you I would use my gift to calm you down" I heard him say
"I'm okay you don't have to do that" I responded
"No you're not , you can't lie to me "He affirmed with a cool tone
"Okay, you've got It. I'm not in mood to talk right now. Just take me to my house we'll speak later." I really don't have an Idea about what the hell I was saying. But I know that it's the right thing to do for now.
There was something deep inside telling me not to listen to the story, especially from Jasper. That would be weird but I really hate hearing about other women from him. I just want to keep living like that, forget about that vampire woman named Kareen Like she never existed but I simply couldn't not just because of her revenge but because of Jasper too.
"As you like love. I would understand if you closed to window tonight."
I nodded.
Of course I want him to come, but not today. I have to stay alone to think, how my life became like that in a blink of an eye.
One hour ago I was seeing my future with him but now everything disappeared like ashes.
"Love." He sighed "I won't let that bother you. I'm here next to you. And nothing, even death can separate us"
I smirked "Really? You're saying that but do you know how I'm feeling? No! What if something happens to you Jasper, I saw fire on her eyes nothing will stop her, what if she could separate us?"
I felt Jasper approaching me to him rubbing my back tightly, I felt coolness and calmness. He stopped the car next to a cliff. I hugged him more and more like I was keeping him for myself. I just can't get enough of him.
"Nobody will separate us. Trust me, we're meant to be you're my soulmate. Now after I found you nobody will take you away . you're what I want , what I need , What I was searching for, for a very long time. Edward and Bella , they fought for each other , I was present and I saw their love It was unbreakable. Besides, our family is with us, don't be afraid, princess."
I smiled to these words that made me forget all of my worries. I was really stupid when I let these dark thoughts control me. After all jasper Is here, he'll protect me forever , I trust him more than I trust myself.
"I was a newborn when I met Kareen, she was human at that time , I didn't want to hurt her, she- she had dreams, future , people who love her, family , she had feeling , like any other young woman , she had a life. A real life. For a newborn all what I was supposed to think about was blood but I resisted and pushed her away every time she came to me. I liked her, but that wasn't enough to prevent me from losing control. I bit her, under the moonlight, I tried to stop but I couldn't. I thought I killed her and ran away. I just ran away without mercy. I'm a monster. I killed many people before that , some were innocent , I don't deserve you Ma-" I cut him
"Enough!!! I said I don't want to hear this story, you told me that you liked her , I didn't mind It!! I actually minded It , I'm jealous yes! But when you call yourself a monster then I have to stop you! I'm the one who doesn't deserve such a perfect person like you Jazz . All of this belongs to the past , now let's forget and start again, together."
He cupped my chin softly, Leaned towards me and I felt his lips on mine. The kiss held passion and a lot of love and protection. How can someone be so protective even while kissing.
We pulled apart, and continued our way home.
It was dark when we reached the house, mom opened the door for us, Jasper kissed my forehead. He whispered a 'see you later' and went back to the car.
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