I ran away crying as I remember what my mate did to me.
Flashback
I walked towards my locker with my head down which made my bangs cover my eyes making it so no one could see my eyes and I could barely see them. I had heightened senses so I could hear people's footsteps so I never ran into anybody...until now. As soon as I hit that hard surface I felt sparks shoot down my arm and I heard my wolf scream "mate" over and over again. I fell to the floor and accidentally scraped my scabbed wrist against my backpack that now laid at my side. I immediately look up to my mate with a smile until I saw their face. Justin Wilkinson was my mate, also known as the quarterback, soon to be alpha, boyfriend of head cheerleader whom is Arianna. Justin and Arianna have made my life miserable. They are the reasons behind the scars on my wrist. Justin looked at me with disgust and hate. "You? You're my mate? You're too pathetic and weak to be my mate, not even close to being a Luna! I'll never love you. You're worthless to me. I don't care if you hate me or anything...you have no purpose in my life. I don't want an emo, suicidal freak to be in my life anyways" He spat while tears started to run down my face. "I, Justin Wilkinson, reject you, Nicole Sails." He said with no emotion that I nearly died right there. I felt a little tug at my heart and I knew that this was the beginning of the mate bond fading away. He walked away before I could accept and for that I was thankful because if I tried to talk I don't think words would come out. I think the only noise that would come out is my sobs. I quickly got up and ran to the double doors, hoping to get to my home as soon as possible.
Flashback Ended
I used to cut and get away without planning my suicide. Cutting helped get through pain but now, cutting isn't enough. I need to leave this life and be peaceful. I ran to upstairs so I Could avoid my so called brother and sister. They don't have to go to school until second period but they should be leaving any minute now... As soon as I thought that I heard the front door close and could hear two pairs of footsteps go to two different cars and drive off. I looked for the blade that used to give me what I needed but now had a bigger job to do...to take my life. I grabbed the blade and placed the tip right where my heart should be. As I drove it in I heard the front door open and heard my wolf whining at the silver blade that no wolf could heal fast from. Even a nick from silver could make them heal it slower. My eyes felt heavy and it was so hard to keep them open, not that I tried to but still. Just as I closed them I heard a scream. I felt my wolf leave my body and then felt nothing. No thoughts, no heart pumping, no sounds, and no feelings. I felt free.
Sister of Nicole's POV
I had just left the house to go to school when I forgot the most important thing, my backpack which included all of my homework and such. As I went back I noticed that my brother came back too. "Why you here?" I asked curious. "Geez Sarah, rude much?" Kevin asked. "No! I was just wondering" I defended myself. "I forgot my phone. What about you?" He asked. "My homework" I answered simply. Just as we walked in we heard something fall from Nicole's room, she shouldn't be here which is weird that something would fall from there. My brother and I are harsh to her but its only so the soon to be alpha doesn't hate us and for popularity. My brother and I shared a look and ran up to Nicole's room. I expected a robber or her crying but what we found was much worse. I found my little sister with a knife in her heart and blood pooling around her body and her eyes had just closed. My brother and I screamed. "Nicole!!" We screamed together just as we heard no heartbeat. We ran to her body with my brother on one side of her body and me the other. We held her hand and cried until school was over. We knew we needed to call somebody otherwise her body would stink up the place especially when it was so hot today. We lived right next to the pack house so they could surely smell her blood since werewolves have such a strong smell from their blood. Just after school ended, people barged into the house and took in the scene. Some of the elders cried since my sister has always been close to them. The alpha and Luna looked heartbroken and had a look of sympathy. The soon to be alpha had sorrow and regret and hurt expression on his face, I immediately knew he was guilty for her suicide and when I looked at my brother I knew he thought the same. "What did you do?" We yelled at Justin at the same time. He looked shocked and angry but it sooner turned back to his expression before when he looked at my sister's body again. "I rejected my mate" he muttered so low that a normal being couldn't hear. Everyone gasped from shock including his parents. Mostly everyone looked disappointed except for Arianna. Arianna was smirking with a smug look that I wanted to slap off from her face. "I regret it though. I know that she's my soul mate and no one could compare to her but I wasn't thinking at the time" he said smiling sadly probably at the thought of his mate. Arianna then was no longer no smirking which I was thankful for. Almost everybody left the house and some people took my sister's body. Tomorrow, I was going to have to bury my little sister. That is something that no older sister should do at such a young age.
Kevin's POV
I cried the night my little sister committed suicide and I know that my twin, Sarah, was crying all that night too. Today we were going to bury her. We had cleaned all the blood from her room and her body. Her pale, lifeless body was now dressed in her favorite black dress with our dead mother's heels on. She was wearing a necklace from grandma and her hair was straight and brushed while her nails were painted red. It feels weird knowing that she was dead and we were grooming her but most people do it. Her body laid still in the coffin before us and everybody wore black, some had white but there was no color except for girl's nails or jewelry. The soon to be alpha didn't look so tough now that he was crying. Everybody either looked sad or were crying. Arianna wasn't invited since Sarah knew that Nicole hated her for Arianna's words and behavior. I knew Arianna was a bitch towards her but not enough to make my sister cut. That was the worst thing to happen since my sister's death, to find out she cut and you didn't know until she shows up dead and on a metal slate with some doctor telling you what injuries she had. I sighed in sadness as I watched my sister being lowered to the ground. The sister I'll never see again.
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The Dead Mate
WerwolfNicole meets her mate and nothing goes well. She commits suicide, but that doesn't seem to stop her wolf or soul. She is special and her wolf never told her but she had a secret that changes everything.