The Dead Mate

Chapter 2

Kevin's POV
No matter how much time goes away there will be no getting over Nicole. It's been two months since she's died. The school had a moment in silence for her and raised the flag Halfway down. The teachers sympathized for us and told the students good things about her. The students were shocked and some even cried even though they barely knew her. She was never harsh so I understand why they would cry for someone who most likely was nice to them all the time. The soon to be alpha couldn't handle to the title of alpha due to grieving so he's going to be alpha a year or two late than usual alphas. Sarah has locked herself in her bedroom most of the time listening to music that Nicole listened to, sometime Sarah would lock herself in Nicole's room just to lay in her bed. Sarah would usually wear some of Nicole's jewelry. Mostly Sarah would wear or do anything Nicole did except for cut, I would make sure everyday just so that she won't end up like Nicole. I could never live with everybody except for dad and me dead. That would mean that every girl in the family died and they were the ones I was closest too. Dad was always busy at work. These two months though he mostly was in his room crying or with Sarah in Nicole's room crying. Sometimes the three if us would cry in her room. Lately we haven't cried as much as we used to. A month ago we would cry if we saw a commercial that Nicole liked or for her favorite stores. Now we only cry twice a week which was better than forty or so times a week. Everybody except for the Wilkinson and Sail's family have been doing okay and have started moving on. The alpha and Luna saw Nicole as a daughter so it was hard for them. They didn't cry once the found the body because they were shocked and they had to he strong for other pack members. I only saw them cry because they let themselves be weak around our family cause they think that we won't judge cause it was our family member and we missed her too. I knew Nicole was a fighter so it shocked me that suicide was something she considered and had done it. There's no Nicole, my fighter, anymore. She's gone and sometimes I can't believe it and feel that she'll walk through the door asking why everyone was crying. It never happen though, sometimes I have dreams it happens and that everything and everyone is okay and happy in the end. Although I always wake up and reality bites me in the ass. "I miss you!" I hear Sarah sob from the Nicole's room. I then hear father's footsteps. Then more sobs. "I love her. I miss her too" I hear father's rough voice that cracks sometimes. "I wish that she wasn't dead that no one bullied her" my sister says after a few minutes of silence. "Me too" my father says and that's where the conversation ends and more sobs come. It breaks my heart to hear them cry and breaks my heart even more knowing the reason why which makes me cry from the loss too. I wish she wasn't dead either.