My one true happiness, is gone. Nathan was my smile, my tears, the love of my life, my...everything. Without him I was broken. It was as if I had this huge grey thunder cloud over me and it wasn't going away anytime soon. Nathan broke up with me. He broke up with me. This hurt more than words could ever explain. I cared so much about him, I loved him so much. I was, in love. My feelings and thoughts for him were beyond this world. I got so caught up in my feelings that I didn't focus on anything. Everything in my head revolved around him. It wasn't bad. I enjoyed every moment I had with him. We helped each other. I realized new things about myself and he realized new things about himself. We loved each other. We were happy, until I let him slip, slip through my fingertips. Nathan was so important to me. I know that what he did was a very hard decision. He broke up with me over text. In my opinion, breaking up with someone is a real dick move. He didn't get to see how much it hurt, how my whole world broke. He told me that he didn't do it in person he wouldn't want to see me cry because his world would be over. I mean I know where he's coming from but I just wish he did it in person. It would have made me feel better in a way. I would have been able to see how he truly felt at that point I would have been extremely vulnerable. When I got the text I could just feel my whole world crumbling. I didn't know how to react. I had an overwhelming about of emotions, good and bad. I felt surprised at first. Surprised because I never thought he would ever have the balls to break up with me. He would joke about it but then take it back right away. The thought of him breaking my heart torn me to pieces.
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Teen FictionAspyn Manner was your normal 15 year old teenager, had many friends, got good grades. Everyone loved her and always wanted to be with her. She always had a warm and welcoming smile that made everyone's day. But what people didn't know was that under...
