No One Knows

Sandra

     I can literally tell her anything. She is one of the few people who truly gets me. I still think we must have known each other in our past lives. We have so much in common, It's sometimes scary. Even though we don't agree on everything, that's what makes us so close. When we were younger, we didn't really like each other. Like at all. I hate my younger self. Even more than me now. When I was young, I was literally a little bitch. I was so mean to people who didn't deserve it. I don't know what I was thinking back then. I was so stupid and immature. It's so weird because now that I look back at myself I regret almost everything I did and said. Anyway, back to Sandra. We became friends in fourth grade. I'm pretty surprised I remember all the way back then. Mrs. Engel created new seats. The seats were set up in long rows. I, of course had the seat all the way in the back corner but Sandra was in front of me which made it all the better. Sandra and I have been close ever since and we are like best friends. We can tell each other anything. It's kinda cool actually, that I have someone in my life that I can trust so much. I feel bad for some people because they have never found someone that they can get so close to. For me, trusting someone is really hard no matter what. I have other friends, and I just don't feel comfortable telling them anything. I don't know why I have this problem. I guess it's kinda good in a way. I wouldn't tell a random stranger all my life issues. I wouldn't anyway, considering I don't think people actually care about me and my problems. That why I'm so lucky. I have Sandra. She knows on a level no one else is on. She knows when something is wrong. She knows me. I am so grateful for her. Thank you Sandra for letting me open up my life to you and you doing the same. I love you so much!!! (and not in a weird lesbian way either, but a way a polar bear loves its snow.) I couldn't live without her.