Our Little Secret - Zayn Malik AU

Stop Doing That

~Ariana's POV~

I fumble for the light switch and exposed a pissed off Zayn in front of me in the...closet?

"What the fuck, Zayn? Why are we in the closet?"

"You need to stop," he tells me totally ignoring my question. He looks really hot when he's pissed off, his eyes...stop it Ariana. You like Harry, not Zayn.

"I need to stop what, Zayn?"

"Stop sucking Harry's face in front of me! Stop letting him do things to you in front of me, it driving me fucking insane! I told you that it kills me when you're with him-"

"Zayn..." I try to cut him off, but he covers my mouth.

"No, dammit Ariana let me fucking finish. I told you that it kills me when you're with him, but you continue to rub it in my face. I know I can't tell you what to do because I know that you like him and not me, you obviously don't care for me. Feel free to suck his face when I'm not around, but stop making me feel like shit because I know that I can't have you." He lowers his hands from my mouth and I bite my lip. I have so many things to say and scream at him, but my thoughts are all screwed up. I take a deep breath and try to say what I need to say.

"Zayn, I'm not trying to rub it in your face and don't you dare tell me I don't care for you! You think I don't know that it kills you when I'm with him; every time he kisses me, I think of you because all I feel is guilt. Don't you fucking dare tell me that I don't like you or care for you because you don't know what it fucking feels like to watch you get pissed off at me when all I'm doing is kissing my boyfriend. I do care for you and I do like you; you've been my best friend for so long and-" he cuts me off before I can finish.

"That's the point! All I am is a fucking friend! That's all i'll ever be to you and that's fucking hard for me. At the challenge I actually thought you were developing feelings for me, but then you come here and let Harry leave that fucking mark on your neck!" Shit, I quickly covered it with my hair. "Don't try to cover it up, I already saw it! I saw you staring at me tonight, why? Because you felt sorry for me? Guilty? Well don't, it pretty clear how you feel about me, but like I said before, I want you Ariana. I won't stop fighting for you." He grabbed my neck and pushed me closer to him, crashing his lips on mine. I tried to resist, but I couldn't help it. Something inside of me was telling me to kiss him back, so I did. Our lips moved in perfect sync as I grabbed on to his hair, hungry for this never to end. I moan escaped his lips. (A/N pic to the side) No, stop Ariana. Stop kissing him, you're with Harry. But I couldn't stop, it felt so wrong, but so right at the same time. He pulled away, our foreheads still touching as we gasped for some air. He smiled at me before turning away from me to fix his perfect hair.

"What j-just happened?" I stuttered and looked up at him for an answer.

"Well I just kissed you and you were pretty eager to kiss me back." He smirked and I sat down on one of the boxes in the closet. This was so wrong; I shouldn't have kissed him. I'm not going to lie, it was an amazing kiss. I looked up at him as he came to crouch down in front of me. He put his hands on my thighs and looked into my eyes.

"What are you thinking, Ariana?" That I'm a horrible person for kissing you and cheating on Harry. That I may be developing feelings for you. That that was the best kiss I've ever had. That I'm going to hell. I couldn't put all this into words.

"I don't know," that's all that I would let escape my lips. I looked to the ground trying to understand what i meant by that. He pushed a few strands of hair behind my ear and pushed my chin upward so I was looking at him. He kissed my forehead and continue to draw circles on my thighs.

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~Zayn's POV~

"Don't try to cover it up, I already saw it! I saw you staring at me tonight, why? Because you felt sorry for me? Guilty? Well don't, its pretty clear how you feel about me, but like I said before, I want you Ariana. I won't stop fighting for you." Her gorgeous hazel eyes were staring right into mine. I couldn't resist, I want her so bad. I pulled her towards me and kissed her hard. She tried to resist, but quickly let herself go. Our lips moved together perfectly, she was so perfect. I could feel how hungry she was for this kiss and it just made me want to kiss her more. I didn't ever want to let her go, she was mine and Harry needed to know this. I pulled away and layer my forehead on hers. I couldn't help but smile. She was so beautiful; she needed to be mine. I can't stand another day without her being mine. I pulled away from her to fix my hair, something I always do when I get nervous. I didn't know how she would react to this. I was preparing myself for a slap in the face and her raging at me, but nothing happened. She sat on an old box and stayed quiet, deep in thought.

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~Ariana's POV~

A voice coming from the small corridor snapped me back to reality. My eyes went wide as I stormed out of the closet. I opened the door and revealed a tall figure in front of me. Fuck.

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Author's Note

CLIFFHANGER!!! What do you think about Ariana kissing Zayn back, was it wrong or right? Do you think Ariana will fall for Zayn? Team Zayn or Team Harry?

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