Our Little Secret - Zayn Malik AU

You Didn't Lose Me

Sorry it took so long! I had already written the chapter, but like an idiot I didn't save it and my computer restarted. So, anyways here you go, enjoy!

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~Ariana's POV~

I ran up to him, still shocked at what just happened, and tried to stop the bleeding coming from his shoulder. I tried to blink my tears away so that I would see clearly, but it was no use.

"H-harry, why would y-you do that. You could've of died." I hugged him tightly.

"Saving you was worth the risk." He winced as I hugged him a little too tightly. I pulled away and he gave me a small smile.

"You're such an idiot," I whispered as I shook my head.

Suddenly I heard two other gunshots as I lowered my head back on Harry's chest. I waited a few moments before daring to look up. Slowly, I raised my head ans saw Liam and Louis emerge from the trees with their guns pointed straight ahead. i followed the direction of their guns to see Seth and Jake on the floor. They were dead.

"Unless you want to have the same fate as your leaders, I suggest you get the fuck away from here." The other gang scurried away.

I looked back at Harry who was fighting to not lose consciousness as I heard everyone run up to us. I felt two arms pull me back as the boy's helped Harry, but I didn't want to leave his side. 

"Harry! Please! Don't Die! Harry!" With that, the boy's picked up Harry and started to walk towards the house. Kendall gave me a big hug as I cried into her shoulder. She rubbed my back and told me that everything was going to be alright. Once she pulled away, we made our way back to the house.

Once we arrived, I walked in to see Harry with a wet cloth on his head and Louis and Niall trying to keep him awake. Liam was calling the hospital and telling them the house's address, but Zayn was nowhere to be seen.

Suddenly, I heard Niall shout Harry's name and Louis whisper a "shit". I looked back to them to see that Harry had fallen unconscious. I made my way over to them and kneeled next to him. I kissed his cheek and whispered, "You're an absolute idiot, Harry. Thank you." I held his hand and laid my head on his chest as I sat on the floor.

A few minutes later, I heard sirens outside. Soon, we were all following the ambulance. Louis was with Harry, Niall, Kendall and I were in one car and Liam and Zayn were in the other. I don't understand why he is avoiding me. I could have almost died half an hour ago and he doesn't even have the decency to acknowledge that I'm still alive.

Once we reached the hospital, Niall barely stopped the car before I opened the door and ran into the hospital. I spotted Harry being taken towards two doors that had the words "EMERGENCY ROOM" written on them. I tried to keep up with them when Louis pulled me back and told me I wasn't allowed to go in.

"Let me go! Get your fucking hands off me! I have to be with him! It's not fair! He can't die! Harry!" I collapsed onto the floor as Louis tried to comfort me. (gif to the side)

Tears began to fall again. I heard Louis mumbled something, then someone lifted me off the ground and pull me into their chest. I cried into Zayn's chest as he kissed my hair and told me everything was going to be fine. I hated how everyone was lying to me. How do they know everything was going to be fine?

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After half an hour of siting on a chair in silence next to Zayn while the others were at the cafeteria, I was out of tears.

"Why?" I barely managed to whisper, breaking the silence.

"Why what?'

"Why did you ignore me after I had almost gotten killed? Why weren't you the one to comfort me when I felt as though my whole world stopped? Why weren't you there for me when I thought Harry was going to die? Why-"

"Okay Ariana! I get it! I'm fucking sorry!" he let out a sigh and continued, "You want to know why! It's because I felt so fucking helpless and scared that I couldn't save you! I hated that I was being held away from you while Seth was about to kill you! I hated myself for letting Harry almost die because of all the shit that I caused! I hate that he's always the one who's the good guy and the hero and I hated that he was the one that saved you! It should have been me, but I couldn't do anything. I couldn't save you." He looked to the floor.

I got up from my chair and stood in front of him. He looked up at me, tears brimming in his eyes.

"I love you, Zayn. you shouldn't beat yourself up because you couldn't save me! Seth had two guys holding you down, he just didn't expect Harry to try to save me. None of this is your fault. Even if you couldn't save me, I'm still here. I'm right here." I leaned in and kissed him hard. he pulled me onto his lap and pulled me close, deepening the kiss. I finally pulled away and he pushed a piece of my hair behind my ear.

"I don't know what I would of done if I lost you." I kissed him lightly before replying.

"Well, you didn't lose me." He wrapped his arms around me as I laid my head on his chest. After a few minutes, everyone came back from the hospital's cafeteria and we all continued to sit in agony wondering if Harry was going to be okay.

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Author's Note

So i have predicted that there is going to be three more chapter's of this book. Comment below if you want an epilogue!

Do you think Harry is going to be okay? Was it right for Zayn to ignore her?

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