Deteriorate

I Believe.

A/N: remember me I'm Lauren and I don't update

Omg omg omg Kirstie and Jeremy omg bye

Also, I forgot how happy writing made me wow ok bye

Scott

Another show done.

Awesome.

Now off to whatever place we're going to next.

"YOOOOO." Mitch says, walking into the room.

"Hey Mitchie."

He flops down beside me. "You guys check out this song."

Avi cuts down the TV. "What is it?"

"It's called "No" by Meghan Trainor.

"Oh, I love that song!" Kirstie says.

Avi starts playing the song and I think it's pretty cool.

"Cool song. I think the parts would sound really awesome." I say.

We sit and talk for a while.

"I think I'm gonna go to bed." Mitch says and stands up.

"I'll probably hit the sack as well." Kirstie says.

"Goodnight." I say and get in my bunk.

I plug in my phone and stare at the black screen.

Is this really over?

I don't think it is.

I still have pain in my head sometimes.

And in my heart.

That was cheesy as hell way to go Scott.

I'm just sad.

I don't know why.

I bury my head into the pillow and just wish for a better day tomorrow.

**

What's that?

Bacon?

BACON.

I sit up quickly and bump my head.

I groan and rub my forehead.

"I gotta get a helmet or something."

I climb down and go into the main area of the bus.

"Are we at the hotel?" I ask and stretch my arms.

"Almost. About 20 minutes." Esther says.

"Awesome." I say and grab a water bottle.

I sit on the couch and wait for the others to wake up.

"What's got you up so early? Good dream? Bad dream?" Esther asks.

I then realize that no one else is awake.

"Oh... Just thinking about some things. Just glad that my treatment is over." I smile.

Like, really smile.

Esther sits beside me. "I'm glad. I didn't like seeing what that radiation did to you."

"Me neither."

"We have a photo shoot today. I think it's gonna be awesome."

I run a hand through my hair. "We have a photo shoot?"