Dear diary,
I'm doing better
Better than yesterday, at least
But I'm still so sad
My closest friend from school got tickets for a convention
She was allowed to take one friend
We have been talking about this convention for years, waiting for it to come to the US
And it finally did
And guess who she invited?
A girl she just became friends with a while ago
I mean I guess it's stupid to be sad
She doesn't have to bring me
But I also didn't have to buy her expensive Tatinof tickets
I didn't have to buy her concert tickets for her birthday
I'm just being an idiot though
I feel mad at myself for caring
As my mum would say,
"First world problems! This generation is stupid"
Or maybe if she's in a good mood:
"White girl problems, expecting to get everything they want"
I'm not mad about not going to the convention
I'm just mad she replaced me
