Dear Diary,
I was having a good day
School was amazing
My friends were nice
My crush talked to me a lot
And then I got home
And it turned into the worst day of my entire existence
I was supposed to go to Tatinof June 14th
I checked my email
My dance studio's recital is that day
I can't skip it
I have to go
I hate my life
I hate everything
I was so excited
I wanted to see them
Oh God I wanted to see them so fucking badly
They helped me more than anyone else in my entire life
I wanted to go more than anything
Someone kill me now
Please
I'm so fucking done
I hate myself
I hate me
This is what happens when something good is supposed to happen
I should have known I was going to screw something up
I want to kill myself so badly