Dear Diary,
I realized yesterday that I actually do like him- a lot
He walked in the room and as soon as someone said his name i had this weird feeling in my stomach
Any time I see him
When I hear his name
His name is Greyson
Isn't that amazing
Greyson
Grey for short
I like that name
When I think of him
I get more nervous
It's gotten to the point where I'm so nervous when I talk to him I can't look him in the eye
I realized I never actually looked him in the eye
And yesterday I did
When he was talking to me
I think he was talking about Panic! At The Disco but I don't remember because I was actually looking at him
His eyes are pretty
I never noticed the colour before
I don't know why I talk about it on here
People in my grade have a wattpad
They might read it
They might know it's me
They will know is me
They'll make fun of me
I'll be bullied probably
This is why I hate public schools
Or at least mine
And high school sucks too
People are asking me was college I want to go to
Idk leave me alone
Maybe the bullies can stop one day
But I don't really care what they say
Their words can't hurt me anymore than they already have
I'll just embarrass myself
The girls in my grade are idiots
They gossip nonstop
They make fun of everyone and everything
This one girl named Amichi even has a chart that shows the percentage of who she dislikes
I saw her chart,
Hidden in her French class notebook
She shouldn't have let me borrow the notes
Because I found the chart
She dislikes me the most
Out of everyone in the whole school
Why do I even bother?
My own friends are ignoring me too
