Different // Narry

7

NJH

"Connor?"

"Check"

"Blake?"

"Check"

I pass the paper towards Harry gentely as he takes it rather quick so we wont waste more time. Me and Harry were just arranging the football players application, couch ordered me to do his work, well, at first i said no because god, you need to see how many papers that stack infront of me right now. Anyway, he told me that a good captain would do whatever the couch just asked for, and to be honest i knew it was just an excuse so he can relaxed a bit.

Of course i cant protest anymore, he's my couch after all. So i just sighed and said 'aye sir'. After that i took all the papers in his desk and brought it all into my locker. By the next day, he could see the expression in my face that said everything about how pissed i am towards him, so he soothe me by saying 'Horan, all you need to do is just sign that damn thing, thats all' he patted my back for a couple times before returning to tought the other freshman that waited him in the other side of the field, patiently.

"Okay, all i need to do now is sign this thing and i'll promise you, we'll be off when we're done" I turn all my attention towards Harry and he give me a nod for his response.

I turn my head towards my locker and run my hand inside it. But i cant find my pencil case after a good long 3 minutes and if it doesnt boil me, i dont know what is.

"God dammit, i lost my pencil case again. For godsake, i'm going to kill Connor for always stealing my stuff" I cussed. But seriously, Connor need to stop his bad habits, if i don't remember him as my friend i would've kill him right now.

Harry raise his head so now out eyes meet "I could lend you a pen but its in my locker, can you wait in here for a minute ?" Harry stretch his fluffy pink lips into a smile. Its makes my heart melts. He's such a nice guy, why would he want to be close with a jerk like me?

"Thanks Harry, you dont have to you know. Helping someone who always burden you is not right" I frown my eyebrows as i shake my head lightly. How could a nice, sweet, charming guy like he could exist in this cruel world. I deserve this cruel world but not Harry, not him. He's a saint, he deserve more than this filthy little world.

"Hey Ni. You're thinking to hard, i'm just lending you a pen, not some 1000 gold bars" He laughs softly making my lips to stretch into smile. Hearing those laughs automatically makes me smile even wider. His laughs is a music in my ear, thats why i always want him to laugh in any occasion because it really makes anyone mood change dramatically, from depressed into super happy.

"Yeah, sorry. Its just- you seem so nice towards someone like me" I frown my eyebrows as my lips twitch. Its true, everything i say is true.

We stand in there in silence, i avoid Harry green eyes by looking towards my shoes. His eyes seem clouded by "disbelief" and i dont know what he's thinking right now but i'm sure he could conclude everything i said is a fact.

"Please dont" His husky low voice filled the silence atmosphere. I quickly raise my head and as i do that, i saw a pair of green eyes were filled with tears.

I hate those tears.

I like it when he smile.

Oh how i hate myself for making him cry.

"Sorry" I caress his tears away with my thumb and smile warmly "Please don't cry, a beautiful person like you shouldn't cry" I stretch my lips further and i could see Harry start to wipe his tears away and nod.

"Thanks" He gave me a warm, sweet, generous smile before he left me alone standing near the locker while looking at him like an idiot.

Harry is such a beautiful person.

A really beautiful person.

How would someone like him could exist?

Its not fair.

He's an angel.

I think- I've fallen for him more and more each day.

And it doesn't scare me, because its okay if i got hurt by an angel. By seeing him smile is enough for me.

"Oh harry, how i wish you're mine" I whisper quietly as my voice echo through the halls softly.

(A/N)

I'm sorry. Fuck, i'm so sorry! I just update like today and i'm so sorry because i've been so busy lately! I'm so sorry forgive meee 😩😩!

I swear i make it up to you guys.

So, hope you enjoy xx

- C