Sorry guys but just when I thought my life was all the way happy my life just went to hell and shit. My parents are now finally filling for divorce and I realized that I was lied to for my whole entire life because when I thought that My actual dad cheated on my mom, It was the other way around so i told my stepdad everything and found out that my mom was cheating so he said that he wasn't going to tell my mom that I told him but that fucking puta ratted me out and so my mom got pissed at me but took it well and that was when I confessed that when I was a little kid I tried to commit suicide by hanging myself on my bunk bed, and so she sent me to a therapist. So ya, I'm depressed as shit and my life turned back to the same as when I was a little kid, back to loneliness and distrust. Now i'm getting suicidal and back to how I was when little. But don't worry, I wont cut or try to commit suicide as when I was a little kid, I wont go anorexic even if i'm losing my hunger quickly. But i will take out all my anger through singing sad as fuck songs. So Fuck My Life and the bad luck that I was blessed with, Thank you Karma.