day five - a song that reminds you of someone [eleanor]

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6.30.12

i should tell her that i love her.

but what the fuck do i know?

she'll run away, she'll hate me. i can't tell her. i can never tell her. 

besides, i have a boyfriend. she has someone she wants to spend forever with. 

i'm nothing to her - just a few experimental kisses on a dark night that i'm sure she doesn't even remember.

god's fucking cruel like that, you know?

maybe i am better off dead.

tonight might be the night.


fuck you,

eleanor

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