Hold on, Baby. (Thomara)

Uno

"Hold on, baby." Yan ang parating sinasabi mo sa akin when I come running to you dahil hindi ko na kayang magpanggap at magtiis. It became the reason for me to hold on for a long time...Along with those words you never failed to tell me you love me and that I am the only one, you made me feel special among the mass of girls willing to kill for your love.

Pero bakit ganun? Parang hindi ko na nararamdaman?

How could I be so sure na ako talaga yung mahal mo kung kayong dalawa ang ipinagduduldulan ng mga tao? Kung kayo yung lumalabas na nagdedate kung saan? Kung kayong dalawa ang nagtatanggol sa isa't isa kapag may issue na nagsusulputan?

You hid me in the shadows and I was contented. Was. There was a time that I realized na you were going too far with your publicity stint. Hindi ko na kaya. Sobrang sakit na.

How it started.

Ara.

"Thomas Torres and Arra San Agustin were spotted dating in Katipunan. In the pictures sent by a reliable source, we could see that they looked so inlove with each other. When we tried to get a reaction from the Starstruck star, she just shook off and continued. But following Arra's walkout, Mr. Torres gladly answered us when we asked what was the real score between the both of them, He just answered and to quote "We are enjoying each other's company and I think naman na it's not impossible for me to like her because honestly she has it all, ano na lang, just keep on supporting her career and we'll know in the future if we would work out talaga." And end of quote. There were mixed reactions from the netizens but they mostly approved of the said loveteam. This has been Miss Gonzales, your showbiz ka chika!"

"Punyeta." Kim muttered under her breath. It was in the middle of the season when that news came up. I never knew that it wouldn't matter this much to me as it did now.

Alam ko kahit hindi ko sila tinitingnan, naawa sila sakin.I mean who wouldn't? It was just a week ago when Tom last surprised us with donuts kase ever since he asked permission from MotherF na manliligaw siya, he was threatened to bring donuts every time bibisita siya dito, never the same brand twice. At ang loko, tinotoo nga. Bawat bisita niya iba't ibang brand ng donuts, there was even a time na sa Cebu pa galing yung binigay niya. He was dedicated to win my heart and I can't deny that it made me fell for him.

Tapos ngayon, in just a glimpse. May iba na palang nililigawan. I just don't get how people could easily make you fall for them and in a snap magugulat ka na lang sa lulutang na picture or video online that proves otherwise.

"Arabells......"

"Bes"

"Ate Ara"

"DaughterF"

Sabay sabay nilang sabi. Nako paniguradong gulong gulo rin to sila. Hindi naman kase sila manhid para hindi maramdaman kung gaano ako ka dissapointed ngayon. I just forced a smile.

"Ha? Pabayaan niyo na yan! Uso naman yan ngayon eh kaya okay lang ako,kaya ko to. Hahaha. Sige guys tulog na ako ah? Maaga pa bukas!"

Tapos dumiretso na ako sa taas at doon ko nilabas lahat ng kanina ko pa pinpigilan.

I know I'm hard to love. Hindi ako yung tipong at one glance you would fall in love with me, hindi rin ako yung tipo na sinesecond look, kumbaga kapag nakita mo ako sa kalye at hindi ka nanonood ng UAAP Volleyball baka nga insultuhin mo pa ako at ang pananamit ko.

I wasn't desperate for love, heck I wasn't even seeking it! Or I was undeniably doing so...I admit. Iba pa rin yung may nagaalala sayo, yung kakamustahin ka lage, yung tipong sobrang atensyon ang ibinibigay sayo and it filled the empty space in your heart. Then you trust them wholeheartledly, turning a blind eye sa lahat ng imprefections. Wala eh. Mahal mo eh. That was where I went wrong. I should've known too well that I don't deserve a basketball player with good looks.