Thoughts of Insanity

Torturing

     What do you do when the pain is killing you? Who do you tell if you are your only friend? Who am I? Who am I to judge, to say what is right or wrong? The pain you are haunting my every thought. You scare me, confuse, worry, and torture me. What did I do to deserve this? Why won't this pain go away? It burns me to my bone, making my blood fry.

     Cries, whispers, screams. In reply to this is nothing. Nothing but dark painful silence. Cold, hot, dying pain. Black burning fire, cold shocking electricity. Painful death. Why can't I die? I am tired of this pain. This loneliness. Save me my thoughts, my dreams, and nightmares. Save me from the dark. Save me from the cold burning abyss.

     Brother, twin. I have a twin brother....Logan, Where is he? Is he safe from this pain? Is he dead? Where is he?! Hot shocking pain, so much pain. I want, need to cry. Let me scream. Unbound me from these blistering shackles. Cold, icy pain. Filling my lungs. Cold burning from the inside out. Why can't I hear my screams? See my enemies? Who can I trust with my pain? Will no one stop this? Does no one have mercy?

     Burning, blistering, frying... ah relief. No, there is no air. Choking, drowning, pain, douleur, dolore, dolor. Ringing shattering, crying. Pain. Please have mercy. Stop the pain please, please. Kill me, save me from this misery. Dark abyss coming for me. Cold silence greets me. Death escaping...