Utaite Songs

Drowning In A Wave Of Sadness (Nico Nico Chorus)

Romaji lyrics:

teashi futatsu zutsu haeteiru teido ja　aiseru mono mo ni, san de　sore ga
baka mitai ni fueteiku you da to　sutete kanakya ikenai ne
dakara takusan aiseru youni to　ijikitanai kono boku wa　aru hi
bukiyou na jibun wo aisuru no wa　yame ni suru to kimetanda

boku wa
boku wa

kamisama kara sazukatta kono inochi wo　haha kara uketa inochi wo
boku wa hitonami ni wa tsukae mo shinai node　kesa no gomi ni dashimashita

darenimo kitai nante sarezu ni　iyoiyo kaien wo semararete
tsui ni maku wo aketa jinsei gekijou　kyaku mo inai mama ni

kanashimi no nami ni oboreru
kanashimi no nami ni oboreru

doumo kono kokoro wa juushourashii ga　shihanyaku mo kikaneeshi　soreni
hazukashi nagara kono seikatsu de wa　isha ni tayoru okane mo nai
dakara pokkari aita kizuguchi wa　tou no mukashi ni tadarete　aru hi
kizuguchi kara tareteta munashisa ga　gero haku youni arufeta

kyoushitsu no sumi de dokusho wo suru　rin toshita nagakami no ano ko wa
boku ga koishiteru to hayashitaterarete　ijimi ni aimashita

kanashimi no nami ni oboreru
kanashimi no nami ni oboreru

shinhatsu no odakyuu ga maiasa boku wo　donaritsukete wa
tobiokita boku no ichinichi wo kyou mo　hikikoroshiteku

ikiru tame ni　taberu tame ni　daiji na mono wo urisugita you de
itsumade tattemo kono ooki na ana wa　tataerareyashinai

kanashimi no nami ni oboreru
kanashimi no nami ni oboreru
kanashimi no nami ni oboreru
kanashimi no nami ni oboreru

English translation (IDK if singable):

I seem to be growing up so fast and I can't seem to stop
My limbs are hastily growing as well
along with my own love, so quickly
They grow at such a stupid rate
So I'll end up throwing them away

That's why in order to be able to fufill my love
I'll keep on being the same greedy me
And then I'll
Decide to forget and start to hate
The truly clumsy and useless me

And then I'll...

And then I'll

This life is no more than a gift
Given to me by my mother and "God"
And so I'll

Refuse to use it like everyone else
And just toss it with the weekly trash

Without having any high expectations
I feel the curtain begin to raise up high
Revealing a theater seating the truth of life
Empty without a soul

I'm drowning within a wave of sadness
I'm drowning within a wave of sadness

It seems that my heart is very sick
But all medicine never seems to work
Not just that

It's humiliating but I'm sorta poor
And can't afford a doctor

That's why I
Crawl along the distant past
My wounds festering and peeling away

So one day,
The emptiness will disappear as well
Dripping with gore like I'm throwing up again

That kind hearted girl with the dark hair
Who always reads in the corner of the room
I was made fun of for falling in love with her
And the mocking never ends

I'm drowning within a wave of sadness
I'm drowning within a wave of sadness

The departure every morning from the train station
Calling my expected ride
Ends my happy moments all again
As I step onto the train

In order to live, in order eat, I've given up so many precious things
No matter how much time can pass
I'll never fill this hole

I'm drowning within a wave of sadness
I'm drowning within a wave of sadness
I'm drowning within a wave of sadness
I'm drowning within a wave of sadness