Joe Sugg Imagines

21) Only Fools•Part 3

Disclaimer: I genuinely had barely any idea what to do for this par so most of this is from my experience of when me and AmyDaRainbow broke up.
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•6 MONTHS LATER•
My bed is my only friend, I've been  lying in it for more than 4 months after I broke up with Joe and yes some of my friends and family have called to see if I'm alright but I don't answer because, to be honest with you... I'm not I'm not great, Joe was my life he made me happy when I was sad and I've also left Y/B/F/N behind I didn't want to but I had to.

I've contemplated calling them so many times but I thought Y/N you can't, you can't let them see your face again. You embarrassed them and after you did that Y/B/F/N had a right to stop talking to you. Before I broke it off with Joe and Y/B/F/N I noticed that me and her were slowly drifting apart I could sense it but I was too big headed to notice it, she started getting annoyed at me and started slowly drifting away from me.

You might be wondering even though it's 6 months later I said I've been in my bed for 4 months, what's happened to the 2 months? Well here's how it went, the first month I held my head up high and didn't have a care in the world I was happy, smiling I started going on dates and trying to become best friends with some of my normal friends in my group, everything was fine.

But then on the second month I stopped dating I realised none of them were like Joe, I stopped trying to become best friends with my other friends they were nothing like Y/B/F/N and to be honest I started thinking about suicide, I wanted to so bad but I could never do it. I always got a razor held it to the vain on my wrist but just couldn't bring myself to do it.

It was like there was something stopping me, pulling me back and I really wanted to find out what it was but then I just broke then in my bed full of tissues listening to mine and Joe's songs and some of mine and Y/B/F/N songs by Shawn Mendes we always had a love for Shawn Mendes. We actually became best friends over Stitches and I remember everything about that day we first met; when I had nowhere to sit and I asked if I could sit next to her and one of her friends and she said yes. Y/B/F/N was eating a chicken salad which she didn't like and made her gag because it was too cold and disgusting.

I remember that as being the best day of my life ever, I was never the popular girl I was alw-

"Y/N! COME DOWN HERE A SECOND!" my mum snapped me out of my thoughts, probably for the best anyway.

I walk down the stairs and see one of my mum's (mom) friends. "Hi" she says "Hello" I reply back not really feeling the mood of getting out of bed and socialising.

"Y/N, you know my friend Penny." My mum explains "Well she has offered you a job at her café... If you want it of course!" I give my mum the look that says mum does it look like I want to go outside?

"Sorry, Penny. I'm just going to go talk with my mum in private!" I pulled her into the kitchen out of the living room

"Mum, I don't feel like getting a job and working." I explain to her "Y/N, you're 22 now. You need to go out there and get a job. You're lucky you're still living in this house when most people your age have a house of their own and jobs"

"Yeah and children, but I'm not like them!"

"Y/N, after you and Joe broke up and your friendship with Y/B/F/N broke off you've been very moody lately"

"Will it make you happy?"

"What?"

"Will it make you happy if I get a job?"

"Very much!"

"Okay then."

"YAY!"

We walk back into the living room and I go off to work with Penny.
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A/N:
Here's part 3 and part 4 will be coming your way! :)