letters [l.s.] •completed•

louis' letter

a/n:
this is louis' letter, which he sent to harry just before leaving for the last time.

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dear harry,

this is the final letter. i am writing this for the last time.

i am really sorry, i've been bugging you with all these letters since that day. but my heart couldn't take it anymore. you never called, never replied. never came back... i was worried. tensed. ashamed.

it's my fault, after all, that you left. and left for good.. i know.

so, i've decided that i will let you be free.
free of the relationship.
free of me.

i never knew you felt restrained and obligated to keep up our relationship. but please k ow that it's not your fault, harry. i know people fall out of love.. but i still wonder what made you follow..? i never read in between the lines, i was foolish.

maybe i was never enough..or maybe we weren't meant to be.. i guess i'll never know.

but i want you to move on, love. yes, i am saying this. i want you to be truly happy.

i know you never loved me as a lover, nick told me. i got a call from him.. he told me all about how you felt, as if you are dying everyday by being with me.. and that you always wanted to be with him..

but you couldn't because i was still alive. your husband. the reason of your misery. keeping you away from your true love.. you could have told me, haz. i would have stepped out of the way. i am not mad at you. i can never be! you are such a nice person. i know you can never cheat on me, though.

i just... i want you to know that i have loved you, and only you. even though you didn't.. but i don't mind.

so, as they say, 'you only love them, if you let them go..' i am setting you free. go live your life, haz.

this, of course, isn't easy for me.. but i want you to be happy. maybe i am a little late to realise that you will be happy with nick. but thankfully i did.

thank nick, for me. for making me see the that you'll be happy with him. i am sending a wreath for you both. for the beginning of your happy life.. and oh, happy christmas eve!

always in my heart, harry styles,
yours sincerely,
louis styles. xx
[sorry! I guess its louis tomlinson now.]

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a/n:
anyone wants me to do harry's reply?