It Was Always You ~Deadlox~ (Spinoff to Beautiful Lapis Buttery Goodness)

Chapter 4 Don't Do Dis.

Nicole, Mitch, Ty, and I went back to the Team Crafted house. Sky was there, but no Flame. Good. One of them to deal with is bad enough. But Flame.....she didn't talk to me, so I didn't have much of a reason to hate her.

"What is she doing back here?" Sky hissed.

"I live here," Ty said. "Aren't I allowed to have my girlfriend here with me? Or is that against the rules?"

Adam rolled his eyes. The whole time I was near him I just got fueled up with rage.

"She's just-" He began.

"You know what Adam? Shut up." I growled. "You used to love me, at one point, and you know you did. So why treat me like crap? Hm? It makes no sense to me."

"All it takes is one word, Sky." Michaela's voice sprung up from the hallway where sh emust've just come from recording with Jason. "One word and blood is shed into the sink from a razor."

I stopped what I was doing. That was a touchy subjcect for Ileyah, Michaela, and I. Why? I won't say. But you can guess, can't you?

"Libby woudn't........would she?" Sky mumbled.

"No," I said. "But when limits are pushed, our minds get hazy and we do crazy things."

"I'm sorry," Sky said, then went up to his room. When no one was looking, I pulled up my wrist. Clean as could be.

"Don't even f***ing think about it." Michaela said.

"Wasn't planning," I said as I rolled my sleeved back down and continued to do what I was doing, which was text Ileyah.

I checked Twitter, Youtube, and Facebook. You know what I saw? Hate comments. A got quite a few sympathy comments about the break-up, but I had hate ones. Were they blaming me for the breakup? I was the victim. Sky dumped me. No one knows about Ty and I except for Team Crafted.

I went to the bathroom for your normal average uses, but I stopped to look at myself in the mirror. Did Sky dump me not only for Flame, but because I was ugly? Too skinny? Not funny? Too nerdy? What? It couldn't be JUST because of another girl, could it?

I quietly dug through the drawers until I found a razor. It was one for shaving, but I broke it so I can use it. Oh lord, was I gonna do this?

Suddenly, someone burst through the door and wrestled me to the wall, making me drop the razor. It clattered to the floor and I looked up to meet a pair of green eyes I'd like not to meet again.

"Don't do dis," Sky said. "Just don't,"

Then, he kissed me.