Dear Evan,
I have to start this off saying you'll always be one of my favorite friends. I wish I could have always thought of you that way, just a friend. Back in seventh grade I wasn't the smartest, so it wasn't surprising I would have fallen for someone I'd rather have as a best friend.
You were always to sweet and to forgiving. I can't say I deserved you as more than a friend. Maybe that's why I never got you as more than a friend. Looking back on it though. I don't regret liking you.
To contrary belief, you're not that bad of a guy to like. Sure your not male model gorgeous, but you are a cutie. Not to mention your personality makes you twice the catch. I can never stop laughing when I'm around you.
I do wish we could have stayed closer, I really really do. Sometimes when I have a problem, your still the first person that comes to mind when I think of who I'd want to be around to fix it.
You were always an artist in my mind. A slave to your craft. Every emotion you portrayed on stage made me stop and think; wow. I wish I could have acted like I had liked you a little less. I wish I'd been a little bit more nonchalant about my emotions, but maybe I forgot when I was with you.
All in all, I'll always miss the way you made me rethink everything, and I'll miss thinking you were the one for me. But I've grown a bit since seventh grade and I'll have to say, you were the best friend I wished I'd always had and I'm sorry I messed that up.
Yours Always,
Rosie <3
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Letters To My Crush
Novela JuvenilThis story goes through all of the crushes of a girl Rosie; past and present, and is told through her writing them letters. Letters saying the things she wishs she could actually tell them but of course won't. I hope you enjoy the stories behind all...
