He means so much more (Kylo Ren X Reader)

Your Brendol

Your POV:
I gazed out of the window of star killer base, staring up at the stars and distant galaxies. It was so beautiful. I stared as a comment went by lighting up the sky with blue and green. The colors illuminating the dark blackness of space. I smiled to myself, there was so much out there to see and explore, it was amazing just thinking about it all. I continued my day until Brendol walked in. He rolled his eyes at me "(y/n) what are your doing?"

I glared at him "IM enjoying myself, something you know nothing about." He strolled over to me with his hands clasped behind his back, and stood next to me staring out the window. ". Unlike you I have a job to do and a ship to run, .... Not to mention I have to baby sit that stupid child." I turned toward him "are you talking about Kylo?" His face immediately turned into a scowl " Yes I'm talking about Kylo that stupid brat. " I glared at him " he is not a brat."

Hux raised and eyebrow at me "of course he is his parents are resistance, he constantly destroys my equipment just to get a rise out of me !" I shook my head at him " you don't know what he's going through or anything about him, you don't take the time to know him at all because you just hate him." He turned so he was fully facing me now "(y/n) do you feel compassion for him? Do you care about him?" I shook my head " no I don't care for him in the way I just think..."

Hux glared at me "just think what?!???" I grabbed Hux's hand " that you should be a little kinder to him. " Hux looked down then back up at me his eyes showing his exhaustion " I'm sorry.. I'm just so tired, Snoke has been running me into the ground and Kylo isn't exactly helpful." I pulled him into a sympathetic hug. "Brendol you are running the ship wonderfully and everything is going fine , alright, just try and ignore Kylo." Hux pulled away from me and looked down at me he expression full of love " ok little one I'll try and ignore that ignorant brat." I smirked " and maybe try being a little nicer." He scowled " now your just being ridiculous and pushing your luck."

I laughed at him and kissed his cheek " go take care of something on your ship." He smiled something not a lot of people got to witness " I'll do that, now try and stay out of trouble you may be my sister but that doesn't mean you can get away with everything." I smirked as he walked out of the room . Maybe I should go check on some of the troopers, or maybe I'll go and hang around with phasma. There were barley any other women on this ship and and I can't bother Brendol.

I walked out into the hall and saw some troopers patrolling. I stopped them and they both saluted me. I smiled at them "can you either of you tell me were captain phasma is?" They both looked at each other. " I think she's with General Hux in the conference room." I nodded at the two of them " thank you , carry on."

I continued down the hall and stared in confusion as two stormtroopers walked briskly past me not paying me any attention. I mumbled under my breath at what could be so important that they would ignore me then I got my answer. I had turned the corner and ran into a very angry Kylo Ren. I tried to flee from him, I knew how he was when he was angry , but I had never been anywhere near him. I found I couldn't move my body at all.

I then felt a pressure wrap around my neck as I was lifted into the air. My mind raced as he held me in a force choke suspended above the ground his hand extended in my direction. My feet were dangling as I gasped for air. His voice came out distorted because of the mask " your in my way you pathetic excuse for a human." I stared in fear as he came closer. His hand was eventually around my throat as he half lifted me with the force and his own strength.

I grabbed his wrist my hand tightly wrapping around as I gasped for air my throat constricting as I tried to take in air. My eyes gave him a pleading look, that I hadn't meant to upset him. My vision eventually began to blur and images of Kylo began to play in my head. I had seen him once without his mask, I had walked into his training room by accident and of course he hadn't been wearing the mask. His perfect black hair, perfect skin , nice jaw line .. The image of him had been burned in my head ever since. I defiantly liked the man and admired him, but of course no one new that.

I wanted to tell Hux but I never could bring myself to. Eventually I let my hands fall to my sides and stared at Kylo's mask were his eye slits were knowing very well he was looking back at me. He tilted his head slightly " your thoughts are very loud." It had come out almost like a growl. He started to say something else when I heard a familiar voice scream at Kylo. I fell to the floor holding my throat and gasping for air taking big gulps in a hurried attempt to fill my lungs. I looked up to see Brendol standing in front of Ren his face inches from RENs mask. " if you ever do anything like that to her again ( his teeth were clenched) I'll have you killed you impertinent little pup!!!"

He pushed Kylo back while phasma stood awkwardly behind Hux. Kylo growled and loomed over Hux like a dark shadow ready to consume him. " I would watch your tone general." Hux gave I'm a glare that defiantly could kill but this one was by far the worst one I had ever seen. "Oh and general I'll do what I please no matter what it is even if it's her, I'm not afraid of you and I don't take orders from you."

Kylo was now staring in my direction. Hux suddenly snapped and in a swift fluid motion punched Kylo right in the gut. Kylo crumpled to the floor as Hux helped me to my feet " common (y/n) lets get you checked out by a medic, I want to make sure this scum didn't do anything to permanently hurt you." I nodded in response to him. Phasma walked up next to me and placed a hand on my shoulder " are you ok" I turned back to look at Ren who was staring at me. I turned back to phasma " yeah I'll be fine."