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by pleasekook

by pleasekook

I was kind of hoping to run into him, but not now. Not this exact moment. I turn to walk away before he notices me.

"Jong Ki Wook." Jin's voice shouts at me as I start to walk away. I stop, but I don't turn. I don't want to face him, not after finding out that my mother borrowed money that I can't pay back. I want to avoid him, but at the same time, I feel like when I was with him, I didn't want to leave. I felt at least a little happier with him, a little more kind of human.

I guess I didn't notice. There are tears going down my face as I stand there. I wipe them on my arm, still hoping he doesn't walk over here or even see that I'm crying. Don't notice me. Please.

Mentally, I'm a wreck. With everything going on, I can't help but let the tears keep going. I feel Jin's arms wrap around me. "Seeing you crying breaks my heart," I hear him mumble. Something about just having him there, having his arms wrapped around me, his warmth, his words, kind of comfort me. I feel the feelings I felt when I first met him here when my mother abandoned me, but this time I realize it.

I turn to face him. I rest my head against his chest, him still hugging me. "I'm sorry," I whisper to where only I can hear. I'm sorry that I can't do anything to repay you. I'm sorry you have to deal with me. I'm sorry you met me of all people.

Later after I've calmed down a bit, we head to that same little cafe not too far from here. Waiting for the food to arrive, I see Jin looking at me out of the corner of my eye. I look up to meet his gaze, but he doesn't say anything for a moment. I can tell he wants to know what's going on though. "My mother abandoned me..." I suddenly say, but kind of regret it. I don't think I've ever been one to complain about my family issues let alone tell anyone about them.

I pause for a few moments, thinking of what to say next. "...the day that I met you though the next day I found a note that my mother wrote with a list of people she owes money to. I saw your father's name on the list, but it wasn't crossed off. She didn't repay your family. I don't know what to do since I don't have the money to repay it either."

More people start to come into the cafe which makes me feel a little bit uncomfortable to keep talking about this. "Sorry." I say quieter.

A familiar voice is behind me, talking to someone else. They are standing in line waiting to be seated. I don't know whose it is, but for some reason it fills me with a fear that I can't get over. It suddenly comes back though, where I've heard it, why it's so familiar to me.

The only thing I can think at that moment is that I'm so screwed if he recognizes me.

A/N- I'm so bad at updating and I feel really bad about constantly apologizing, but since I'm finally out of school hopefully I will be able to update more. :)

-pleasekook