alleyway ➳ a yoonseok one shot.

10:39pm on may 15th

Hoseok really wants to die. 

This is what he thinks as he sits on his couch. Staring at the television with a blank look. What was he good for anyway? Absolutely nothing. He's useless. He has no job, his family ignores him, his 'friends' weren't really even his friends. They were more like drinking buddies.

He took another sip from his beer and set it down on the table. Then, took out a cigarette from the packet. Grabbing his lighter, he watched as the end of the cigarette slowly lit up. He put it between his lips and inhaled the smoke.

He looked up at the ceiling and watched as the smoke slowly spread into the air. He realizes now that he's nothing. He's just a waste of space.

But, he's not going to kill himself tonight. He decides this as he inhales and exhales again. Tonight's not the time.