Lost Twins

Chapter 7

*****Trigger warning*****

~Cassidys POV~

I roll over and hit something. No someone. I look over and its Michael. He wakes up and I apologize. "Sorry forgot you were here."He just laughs and I cuddle into his chest. Then the door swings open.

What the hell! I look over and its the boys.What is going on. I look over to Michael and he's gone. He's standing by the boys. He looks at me confused " Why so scared?" He asks. They all laugh.

"We need to talk. We don't want you here anymore. Your too much and too annoying." A tear rolls down my face and Michael sits next to me "Oh that's cute. You thought I really liked you? Oh I just felt bad for you. I don't want some emo freak who hurts herself. You have too many problems for me."

Another figure enters the room "hey baby" she says as she goes to Michael. Its Amanda. More tears. "Oh you told her?" They nod. "About time I'm done with this bitch." She comes and slaps me. Then pulls me to the ground. She starts kicking me "come on boys don't let me have all the fun" she laughs and I feel more feet hurting me.

The door swings open again and this time it's my 'parents' my mother comes down to my level on the ground and says to me "I told you. worthless. Stupid. You are nothing. You thought they wanted you. Even they don't." She ends with this sickly laugh and I feel I knife to my skin. Cutting and making gashes on my wrist and legs and stomach and finally on my throat. They all laugh.

"Cassie! Cassie! Wake up. Wake up!"

I wake up with a gasp and start sobbing. I feel arms grab me and I freak. I fall out of the bed and bolt for the door. I run to the stairs and just sit there crying. I look at my body, my wrists, my stomach, my legs and feel my neck. I'm okay it was a dream. It felt so real.

"Cassie, where are you? Do you think she left? Where could she go?" I hear them speak. "I don't know man do you know why she ran off." Calum. "She was having a really bad dream. She started crying and saying stop and I woke her tried to tell her it was okay and she just freaked and ran out."

I peak out the door that leads to the stairs and see Michael and Calum talking. I decide to go out and I just stand there. It takes them a minute but then they both notice me and come running. Calum reaches me first and hugs me. He has tears in his eyes and so does Michael. I can't help but hug calum and sob.

What if its true. They don't want me. How could they? I'm a mess. I am worthless. I pull away from calum and push him away. He looks confused and I just walk back to the room and start packing. They don't want me. No one does.

They walk in right behind me. And try and stop me from packing. But I keep going. They try again "Just fucking stop okay! I know you don't want me. Stop pretending. I'm just a burden on you. I know. I'm too much just stop and let me go." I yell at them. I know I shouldn't but I can't stop myself.

Calum grabs my hands to get me to stop. He looks deep in my eyes. "Cassie what are you talking about. You are my sister. I just found you I'm not letting you go this easily. Please stay. You still haven't met your parents. Your real ones. and Cassie I've almost lost you once please don't let me lose you again." I look and a single tear rolls down his face.

I start crying again and he pulls me into another hug as Michael unpacks my stuff. I don't stop them this time I just accept it. Maybe they do want me. Maybe I found where I belong.

After calum leaves Michael comes up and hugs me. "Please don't scare me like that." I hug him back and just ask "can you sleep with me. I don't want to be alone right now." I look down because I don't want look in his eyes because its a stupid request.

He pulls my face up and cups my cheeks. He kisses my lips softly and says "Of course. I wouldn't want it any other way" I smile and he grabs my hand and we go back to my bed. He pulls me against his chest and I feel safe.

His hand is rubbing soothing circles against my arm and I can't help but fall asleep feeling protected in his arms.

A/N sorry for the late update I had a serious case of writers block. Hope u like this chapter.

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