Chapter 3 - Confusion

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Tyler's POV

Luke quickly pushed me away, his eyes wide like he'd seen a ghost. I covered my mouth, just realizing what I had done, again. This wasn't the first time me and Luke had kissed, well, Luke really had no choice seeings as he was drunk, so he didn't remember...

But I did.

*FlashBack*

"Okay, okay!" Leon shouted, shutting all the drunk boys up. "Truth or dare, Tyler!" I groaned, knowing if I picked truth i'd be called a pussy. But I knew if I picked dare Leon would make it bad for me, seeings as he knew about.. me.

"Dare!" Everyone cheered, my eyes darting to a really wasted Luke beside me. I don't know, but being around him just made me happy. I'm guessing that's when I realize who I was, when I got those stupid girly sparks when I was around him. I think i'm developing a crush, and I think i'm enjoying it.

Leon saw me looking at Luke, and cracked a sly smirk. "I dare you, to do 7 minutes in heaven with Luke!" I pretended to just laugh and go along with everyone else, but deep down I was burning up. Luke grabbed my hand, everyone 'oohing' and lead me to the closest.

It was pretty big, so we both sat down in our own corners, Luke swaying slightly from the alcohol. "Luke, I have to tell you something." His head shot up, his brown and blue eyes making my stomach flip. "Yeah?" He slurred, me somehow still finding him attractive. "I actually want to kiss you right now."

I covered my mouth quickly. It was like word vomit, I couldn't help it. Luke cocked his head to the side like a lost puppy. "Wait, wait, so you're gay?" I knew he wouldn't remember, so I just nodded. Luke suddenly laughed, which made sudden tears build in my eyes. "But i'm not, so we can't kiss." "Wait, so you don't think of me different?"

He came closer to me, and hugged me. I knew it was only because of the alcohol, but I took advantage of it and hugged back. He was so warm and cuddly, like a little puppy dog. "Nope, i'm all for the 'No freedom till we're equal' thing." I couldn't help it, I couldn't stop myself anymore. I grabbed his cheeks and kissed him, me flinching a little in surprise as he half kissed back.

The door suddenly swung open, Leon at the door, looking at us weirdly. "You actually are a faggot?" He spat, lifting me up and throwing me against the wall. "Tell me Brooks isn't." I shook my head, telling him it was all me.. which was half the truth. Leon laughed, and suddenly leaned up to my ear. "Do as I say and your secrets safe with me, got it?"

*FlashBack End*

"I didn't think he would just use me for status Luke, but he did." I added after I explained what happened, Luke looking dazed. "I kissed you?!" He suddenly shouted, wiping his tongue. "I'm sorry but ew!" I laughed at his reaction, and pulled him back to his seat. "You were drunk, it's an excuse."

"So you're not crazy, Leon is?" He asked, going off the me and him kissing subject. "You thought I was crazy?" I asked, faking to be hurt. I didn't care, I was acting like it, so it was obvious he'd eventually think it. He looked worried for a second. "Well, I, no, well maybe-" I put my finger on his lips, him shutting up. "I don't care Luke, really. And yeah, he's crazy. I think he thinks I owe him something, but I don't care, he can tell everyone i'm gay, it won't get him anywhere."

Luke spun around and grabbed my computer, quickly typing down something. "What are you doing?" He looked alarmed for a second, and pulled the computer away from my curious eyes. "Nothing." "It's my computer I deserve to know." He stayed quiet, before quickly putting the computer back down, me grabbing it again.

"I cleared the recents and logged out, you won't find out what I was doing." I groaned and gave up. I wish I knew, he looked so into and focussed on what he was doing. "Damn you." I muttered, dragging out the spare mattress from under my bed and getting a spare pillow and blanket. "Here's your bed then."

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