Lost Girl (Complete)

10

"We are sorry." He said looking down.

I jumped up. "what happened!?" I yelled.

"She's gone..." he said.

I was heartbroken. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't decide wether to scream or cry. I just stood there in shock.

"So you are telling me I lost my best friend..." I said.

"Yes.. I'm so sorry. The impact on her head was to much. She had bruises up and down her back and her arms." He said looking down.

"From what?" Carter asked. "Her father.." I said looking down. "Her what?" Carter asked. "HER FATHER!!!" I yelled. The doctor backed up and Carter moved down.

"HES THE ONE WHO CAUSED THIS!!" I yelled whole getting up. I went to leave but Carter grabbed me.

"Hope don't do this now" he said calmly. "WHY HE KILLED HER! HE HAD NO RIGHT TO DO THAT TO HER!" I yelled trying to get out if carter's grip.

By now I had tears coming down my face and my hair/makeup was a mess. I got out of carter's grip and ran. I didn't know where I was going all I knew was I was running and Carter and cops were chasing me. I ran out of the hospital and ran home. I was still crying.

I lost her. Gained her. And lost her again.

Why? Why me? What did I do to deserve this?

I stopped running and stood in the middle of the street. By now everyone gave up on chasing me. All I did was have tears streaming down my face, messed hair, messed makeup, and nobody.

I stood in the middle of the street and screamed. It was pouring rain right now. As I stood there screaming in the rain I thought to myself.

'It was ment to be. Everyone leaves. But not like this. They aren't supposed to. Like this. Never.' My thought were all mixed. I started walking with tears still coming from my eyes. I was walking in the middle of the street. Not caring if a car was coming or not. I hot to my street and reached nash's house. I slowly walked up the stairs leading up to the house. I knocked weakly and Nash opened the door.

"What's wrong?" He asked. I tried to hold the tears back but it didn't work. I started balling my eyes out. Nash brought me in the house and we sat on the couch.

I was able to tell him what happened and he pulled me into a hug. I was still crying my eyes out not caring if his shirt got wet. He got me to stop crying and comforted me.

Nash and I talked about her the whole time. It made me smile seeing the pictures of her smiling.

"I miss her already." I whispered. Nash looked down at me. "We all do baby girl. We all do" he said rubbing my shoulder. I smiled at Jim calling me baby girl. He's never called me that before. Probably because I need someone right now. He won't be here soon.

"Why do you look so upset?" He asked.
"Sorry I'm just thinking... Nash. I have nobody. I had Mia but she's g-go-gone." I said.
"You have m-" "but you are gonna leave. Like everyone else" I cut him off.

"You have me. I'm not leaving. You ars going through to much. When your happy. I'll be happy. When your upset. I'll be there for you. You may be upset on the inside but you aren't alone" Nash said looking at me.

"You Will.." I asked pretending I didn't hear the upset on the inside part.

"Yes. Upset or not." He said rubbing his thumb over my hand.

We were laying on the couch together. We were watching mia's favorite movies and shows.

I got a text from my mom.

Mom- hey honey I know you are probably asleep but I'm staying late tonight. I'll be home at 6 a.m.
Hope -okay.
Mom- you good sweety?
Hope- Ya why wouldn't I be?
Mom- I heard about Mia.
Hope- I gotta go mom

End of text

I set my phone down on the table and looked at Nash. He was falling asleep. I smiled then finished watching the show.