I Admit...I Love You A Bit

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{3rd Person POV}
Alexia and Elliot,
Practically life long Friends,
Elliot and Lexi had been friends since they were ten, met online, but when Lexi moved to Vancouver when she was thirteen they became best friends, and stayed that way for a very long time.

Nine years later they're still best friends, both going to UBC or University of British Columbia so you may call it, Lexi, studying Software Engineering, Game Art and Computer Science, and Elliott, studying Musical Production and Photography.

Lexi was a mix of an Introvert and an Extrovert, being home alone and playing video games was her favorite thing in the world, but she also loved hanging out with her friends, going out with them, and especially hanging out with Elliot.

Now Elliot on the other hand loved being home alone, he was very much an Introvert, he loved his music, consisting of emo bands like "Panic! At The Disco", "Twenty Øne Piløts" and Fall Out Boy" and other alternative bands, don't get me wrong, he liked, no, loved, hanging out with friends he was close to, mainly Lexi, but he preferred being alone.

Going into their first year of university together, which is nothing like High school, it'll be scary, it'll be odd, there will be lust, love lies, and there will be heartbreak, cheating and makeups, and most of all, shit will go fucking down.

{Lexi's POV}
"Its Sunday, tomorrow is mine and Elliot's first day of university, I'm excited, but at the same time extremely terrified, is it any worse than hell *cough* I mean highschool? Is it better, how do things work? Ahhh I better stop worry or I'll have another fucking panic attack and I don't want Elliot to worry anymore then he is either" I typed into my phone.

I wrote a blog...well I had a blog... Uh well more like I had a tumblr account, but still, I had a decent amount of followers, 10,987 to be exact, it was a vent blog which I had for two years, it helped me through alot of shit, I got alot of hate, but I also got a lot of support, which was a great thing for me.

But it really was Sunday, I had to plan what to wear, look over my schedule, get my supplies, I kinda procrastinated a lot, and I had done nothing until about a week ago, smart thing for someone going into the gaming industry to do, right?

I decided to get off my ass and check on Elliot and ask him if he wanted to run to the store with me, I walked up the stairs, down the hall and into Ell's room, but.. He wasn't there.

There was a sheet of paper on his bed, "what in the... This better fucking not... Not today" I thought, the worst case scenario flowing through my brain, a cause of anxiety and paranoia, I folded open the paper not and began to read it.

"Hey, I went for a walk, sorry I didn't tell you or text you, I hope I didn't worry you, I just kinda needed to leave for a bit, and I didn't wanna bother you" it read, I let out the loudest sigh of relief "I really hate you sometimes Ell" I thought out loud, I crumpled up the paper and threw it across the room "actually that's a lie, I love you more then you know" I said, picking up the paper ball and putting it in a cute little garbage bin he had beside his desk.

I carefully closed his door and walked back down stairs, "guess I'll just go to the store without him" I though, I wrote a small note for him, explaining I was going out to grab shit for school and would be back soon, then ran out the door and got into my car, the tiniest, ugliest little gray car, but it worked, and it was the best I could afford.

I started up the car and drives down to Walmart and picked up a bunch of shit, even got Elliot his favorite coffee, which was dumb, since he really needed to cut down on caffeinated shit, but school was starting up so I thought of being kind, I also got him some assorted gummy things and got all my school supplies shit and drove home.

When I got back to our apartment Elliot was sitting on the couch watch "Joshler" shit on the TV connected to his phone "really Ell" I said to him, throwing the bag of coffee and gummies on his lap, resulting in him letting out a long grunt "I do..Have a dick yanno, so if you could not do that, and yeah, buzz off lemme ship what i ship" he replied, cocky as always, I giggled and rolled my eyes, putting some coffee creamer and milk in he fridge "your welcome for the coffee" I yell back, then immediately heard the plastic bag being rustled with, the "manly" *note the air quotes* squealing mixed with thank you's, which made me burst out laughing.

"I love you you dork" I said sitting down beside him with a bag of chips, "I love you too LEZI!" he replied, putting on a movie,The Prisoner Of Azkaban, his favorite movie, "oh fuck off and watch the movie" I said, rolling my eyes at the lesbian comment, although I was pretty close being to that.

We started watching the movie and slowly but surely I started moving closer to him, also stealing some of his blanket... Cause i was cold.. Yeah cold, let's say that, by the end of the movie I was crying, it was a lowkey sad movie, and me, being the sensitive cheese ball I am started crying, and Elliot started wiping my tears, which was kinds awkward, but I lowkey loved it, it comforted me, I loved him so much, I couldn't explain, and I think he did too, just no one wanted to admit it.

The movie ended and we both sat up, it was 9:00 o'clock, and we were both getting a bit tired, which was odd seeming as we both usually stayed up till 4:00 am every night, Elliot turned to me and smiled "Lexi, I love you" he said, I turned to him and smiled back, rubbing his knee, a habit I had inherited from my mom "in love you too Ell" I replied.

Elliot looked down for a second, words stuck in his throat, trying his hardest to speak them, it was completely silent for almost two minutes, he lifted his head up and looked at me "no really, I love you, more then friends, romantically" he said, and immediately looked down, i put a hand on his chin and lifted his head up "I know Elliot,i love you two" I said.

And then we kissed, it was blurry, my mind was racing, I had had my first kiss before, my first boyfriend, my first girlfriend, but I secretly loved him since I first met him, I prayed that the crush would fade away because for years he played for the other team, he was gay, until the beginning of this summer, when he told me he was pansexual, and I started loving him more than I ever had.

We kissed for what felt like hours, when in reality was probably only five minutes, "I love you, so fucking much" Elliot said after he pulled away, his face was bright red, and from the heat coming from my face I assumed mine was too, "I love you too, it's time for bed Ell, would you mind if I slept in your bed tonight?" I asked, he nodded his head, then we went off to his room, I was filled with joy, I finally had the guy I wanted, and I couldn't wait for the next day to come.

*Authors note*
Ayyy so this is based off of me and my friend Tyler, comment shit if you liked it cause you can, I'm planning on making this a series, but who knows, anyways thanks for reading my shit

-Coral✌

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